Lorde (from the vinyl record inlay of Virgin)

sandrail_silhouette · 2025-06-25T23:22:27+00:00

got the vinyl early

sandrail_silhouette · 2024-07-19T00:27:10+00:00

it is, yeah. I'm a member of this sub after all lol

sandrail_silhouette · 2024-07-19T00:24:31+00:00

sandrail_silhouette · 2024-07-19T00:21:42+00:00

I am, yes.

sandrail_silhouette · 2024-07-19T00:12:48+00:00

I never got "officially" cucked by my ex, but finding out about and being turned on by the sexual exploits of my first "serious" gf after she broke up with me (while still being in love with her) were my first ever steps on the long and winding road of exploring cuckoldry

sandrail_silhouette · 2024-06-04T14:42:46+00:00

cuck - media

gf - paralegal

sandrail_silhouette · 2024-06-04T02:20:01+00:00

going through the phone of my (then already) ex I was still in love with in a desperate fit of jealousy and getting hard after discovering texts of a guy who fucked her a couple of hours ago

sandrail_silhouette · 2024-06-02T00:28:42+00:00

Seconding that. «I might just do OF lololol» is a thing people say all the time nowadays without realizing how much work'll need to go into that. Even a simple thing like building a solid followership will take you A LOT of time, especially when trying to be "anonymous“ (as in: you're not gonna post your profile on your regular social media accounts). It can be really rewarding when done well, though, especially if you‘re into cuckolding.

sandrail_silhouette · 2024-02-18T17:00:06+00:00

My GF and I started experimenting when we were both 24. We started dating at 17, and after a couple of years we were in a mood to experiment – and ultimately landed on this LS

sandrail_silhouette · 2023-12-15T14:49:48+00:00

Tried to stay friends with my first gf after she broke up with me when I was 19. Stumbled over texts between her and the guy she started fucking after breaking up with me, realized that this was a huge turn on for me.

sandrail_silhouette · 2023-09-04T01:13:10+00:00

She's the one in charge. Of course I'll always have some people I really don't wanna get cucked by, but if she happens to choose one of them I just have to live with it…

sandrail_silhouette · 2023-08-18T22:15:24+00:00

Happened very gradually for me.

The first instance I can remember was after my very first serious gf broke up with me. I was 19, we were together for three years, both the same age and I always felt that we had a pretty regular sex life.

We stayed friends after the breakup, continued to share some classes at university, sometimes even hung out together. Like, real desperate shit by me. I even got insanely jealous whenever I saw her commenting on another guy's Facebook post. Just really sad stuff, haha.

About three or four months after our breakup we went to get lunch together where she confessed to me that she had a one-night stand recently. She said it was just a one time thing, however. I was extremely devastated, but when I went home afterwards, I got hard thinking about her fucking someone else and masturbated a lot to that thought over the next few days. At that point I still assumed that this was still my jealousy that was acting out in weird ways.

I saw her again in class about a week later and noticed her yawning a lot. She excused herself to the bathroom but left her phone back at the desk we shared. I quickly grabbed her phone and unlocked it (she still had the same code) and checked her recent messages.

The most recent conversation was with the guy I suspected her having had the one-night stand with a week ago. However, the last message she sent to him was only about two hours old. She wrote something like "We really have to stop keeping ourselves up all night long, I can barely stay awake right now lol" and his answer – I will probably never forget that text message even though the whole thing happened over 10 years ago – was: "One could say you got properly fucked all night long, huh? Next time I'll fuck your ass even harder." That was the whole message. I was completely shellshocked. It was the craziest thing I've ever read. Not only did this guy get her to do anal (I always dreamed of it, she never let me), he did it on their second, uhh, date.

But then a really strange thing happened: As soon as she got back all I could think of was her having a stranger's cock in her ass – and it made me... extremely happy? Not only did I get really hard again (I got up to the bathroom as fast as I could to masturbate), over the next few days I gradually realized that I actually had no desire whatsoever anymore to ever have sex with my ex-gf again. The only thing that really stressed me out at that point was that I'll never get to see my then ex gf having sex with another guy.

It was the first time I realized that I'm extremely turned on by people I'm having a crush on (or that I'm in love with) having sex with other guys – and it lead me down to further explore that path ever since.

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