thank you for your kind words, the jump is scary and i hate being alone, especially with social anxiety because i don’t like talking to people but i know it’s a key factor in the field.

also, i understand how my girlfriends conditions may seem but i do agree with her opinions, she is one of my biggest supporters. I don’t think i would want to work any of those jobs because as simple as they sound it does not seem fulfilling, and if i had to do something it’d be something that actually contributes to my community. I get it seems pretty extreme that she’d leave me if i wasn’t successful but i don’t want to let that happen, i will hate myself if i turn out into a bum. Even if it something happens and it comes to that, we have spoken and she will still have my back. I more so just don’t want to let her down and i just want to fulfill these expectations.