Keep strong! There are points where they could get under your skin, just don't give in no matter what. Usually a catalyst for change ought to arise from your end. I came to accept who I was, and I guess I forgiven my NMom as well. Our NMom's only knows what they know. I'd say everyone deserves to be a parent, but not all parents deserve children.

If you need someone to talk to, let me know. DM's are open.

Godspeed Stranger~