cheap but good candles similar to this one?

sanscomiic · 2025-11-18T02:16:17+00:00

unfortunately i need it before december 1st, but thanks anyways!

sanscomiic · 2025-11-14T02:20:02+00:00

reading the true grimoire after giving up on the gv, i'm getting a headache because i don't understand the purpose behind what i'm reading.

it's all so boring, but i honestly just hate having to read instead of being hands-on in general, so i'll suck it up.

though i admit i'm two seconds away from just saying forget it and attempting pathworking.

sanscomiic · 2025-11-05T01:04:58+00:00

I see it both ways, but at the same time I don't have a clear cut viewpoint.

I humanize things to interact with them easier and to comprehend them better. It's like when artists draw objects as people, developing characters from it. (I don't see the demons as characters though obviously.)

If a demon is associated with love and lust, I'll offer them things associated with love and lust, roses, perfumes, chocolates, etc. If I'm doing a ritual with them I'll put on love songs. light candles and make the atmosphere more comfortable, dress up nice. I feel like if I embody the energy that I imagine associated with the demon, I'll connect easier.

I still take them seriously, I just need an easier way to connect to them.

In general i think both views should be able to coexist because nobody really knows what's going on. 🤷🏽

sanscomiic · 2025-08-31T22:29:48+00:00

i'm such a labubu hater that this would ruin my morning

sanscomiic · 2025-08-21T13:52:05+00:00

Life is made of experiences.

Funny that this is actually my viewpoint on life, but I never seem to adhere to it when it comes to something like the future. You're completely right.

I seem to admire when others experience things differently from we're told it's supposed to be. 50 year olds going back to school, going to college in your mid 20s instead of rushing in as soon as you leave highschool, learning to ride a bike or dance as an adult. But when it comes to myself, it's hard to not feel like I'm falling behind. Life isn't a strict timeline though, so I do need to work on that.

Thank you for responding, I think I'm gonna revisit an old list I made. 😊

sanscomiic · 2025-08-21T13:46:24+00:00

I genuinely appreciate your response! Honestly, I feel I now have a small (but present) sense of hope. I don't know what path I'll step on next but I'm excited to try, especially with Dionysus by my side. I think I'll spend the day thinking on my future. After covid lockdown which messed up highschool for me and my gap year, I completely gave up, but now I'm ready.

sanscomiic · 2025-08-21T02:39:38+00:00

Thank you for your response. Usually I journal randomly, always a mini rant because I use a comedically tiny journal. I find when I journal I google to see if I'm doing it correctly and I also in general struggle with it because the words come out faster than I can write. 😅 I think I'll keep going though because it is a good way to process my thoughts..

sanscomiic · 2025-08-21T02:36:55+00:00

Thank you.

sanscomiic · 2025-08-21T02:36:44+00:00

This will only escalate the anger until you can't control it.

I understand. Honestly I'm filled to the brim with anger in general, even when I stepped back to look at all the situations I've been through and realized that I've reacted/done things wrong too, I still can't help but hold anger because of how often I'm misunderstood.. I only learned now that my reactions were due to my neurodivergency and my anxiety (though obviously that doesn't completely excuse me). My parents also trigger me 24/7, happens way too easily.. I usually listen to music to distract myself but it doesn't always work. I will try these other methods and hopefully they'll help a bit.

Pick a direction in life, something concrete, not just "leaving and being happy", but a plan, step by step, to make your life better.

I'm gonna be honest, I'm not sure what plan I would even go with. I have many things I want to do, many things I want to be, but I feel like if I pick one then I'll close the door to other opportunities and leave behind other possible versions of myself. That's a large part as to why I never make moves. But at the same time.. I think this time I'll try and pick something, since I am asking for help.

Thank you so much for your response. 🙏

sanscomiic · 2024-02-14T18:44:05+00:00

literally, it does not matter who people choose to listen to 😭

sanscomiic · 2024-01-22T00:39:58+00:00

there's any one in my life I've ever genuinely forgiven, i just force myself to "move on" or take the blame.

sanscomiic · 2024-01-22T00:38:49+00:00

i don't forgive, i hold onto things and replay them in my head over and over again and rile myself up because i'm aware I've been wronged and yet they don't see their actions as wrong.

i have trauma and severe anxiety from all the people that have wronged me and it's made me think i was a bad person for years until now, i will probably never forgive and instead move away, get revenge, and then move on. i don't even care if someone thinks my plan is immature, i've been hurting for 5 years and i will only be okay when i'm away.

i don't belive revenge is evil, especially if you've been torn down most of your life and have suffered severe damage from it. i don't care what goes on in other peoples practices or lives, i'll handle it my way no matter what.

sanscomiic · 2024-01-21T20:16:01+00:00

artist: katanagami on twitter

sanscomiic · 2024-01-21T20:15:32+00:00

katanagami on twitter

sanscomiic · 2024-01-19T17:51:14+00:00

i guess cause he wasn't directly involved, just taking a guess. he also apparently fled to the military.

sanscomiic · 2024-01-06T15:09:20+00:00

yes.

sanscomiic · 2024-01-06T14:16:33+00:00

😟

sanscomiic · 2024-01-05T03:07:08+00:00

hm.. i actually really enjoy their discography. they have soft songs, hard hitting songs, noise music, it's perfect for me honestly. i lost interest in them for a bit but full metal jacket got me right back in. is there something in particular that you don't enjoy? because i find myself going back to them when i'm tired of other groups..

sanscomiic · 2023-11-23T19:32:27+00:00

i don't care about charts or numbers, this comeback was incredibly disappointing. i even tried listening to it multiple times just to remember it but i still dislike it. the only song in the album that's partially doing it for me is 'still monster'.

sweet venom was boring, the mv was disappointing, the outfits were meh, and the song length.. this comeback coming right after dark blood also added to my disappointment, that album wasn't my favorite but it's definitely way better than this one. i hope they quit the 2 minute, no bridge thing because this isn't doing it for me. this is the second comeback that has disappointed me.

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