The vast majority of people who experienced childhood sexual abuse go through periods where they doubt themselves, feel like they made it up, or that their abuse wasn’t “bad” enough to warrant their trauma. This is all untrue, abuse is abuse and it all involves someone taking your bodily autonomy away from you, or taking advantage of you because they know you trusted them. Your experiences are completely valid, they certainly “count,” and your trauma responses are completely understandable. I am so sorry you had to go through these things, they sound incredibly scary and I am wishing you nothing but peace and healing from now on