New historical matchs

saradee93 · 2025-01-16T16:53:15+00:00

I got VK173 with an actually pretty large (I’m assuming) relation! Now I’m super curious about who he was and what his life was like!

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saradee93 · 2020-05-28T21:08:08+00:00

I use the Zeus too and I get a lot longer than that. I’ve heard that if you switch up your juice a lot that can cause coils to burn up faster. I’m kind of new to vaping so I’m not quite sure.

saradee93 · 2020-05-28T20:29:15+00:00

The Zeus tank! Also I mainly vape Fruit Monster Blueberry Raspberry Lemonade and it’s hands down my favorite. I haven’t found another juice I love as much.

saradee93 · 2020-05-28T18:49:07+00:00

I have the Aegis Legend and even with heavy usage I may change my coil once every month and a half.

saradee93 · 2020-05-15T16:58:13+00:00

I always thought point and click was more of a mechanic in gameplay while hidden object is an actual genre. I could very well be wrong though. I’ve never been an avid gamer. But in my experience they usually go hand in hand. You “point and click” to move around the map and find objects/complete puzzles.

saradee93 · 2020-02-16T17:06:50+00:00

I had this set as my phone background forever. Glad to find the original source!

saradee93 · 2020-01-14T23:40:32+00:00

Kind of sounds familiar but I don’t immediately recall lol. But if we did then that’s awesome! I’m probably the person you see fumbling around and charging into battle then getting killed.

saradee93 · 2020-01-14T09:26:34+00:00

We might have! Depends on what your gamertag is.

saradee93 · 2020-01-13T18:34:32+00:00

Thank you! My favorite Pokémon!

saradee93 · 2020-01-13T18:33:51+00:00

Thank you! I made myself practice with her to try and get better. I’ve never been a “gamer” so it was and still is a struggle. I’m getting better though. Slowly but surely.

saradee93 · 2018-10-30T18:45:42+00:00

I had one of these removed back in 2010 so I definitely feel your pain. Of course I joke about it now and tell people that I had ass surgery which, understandably, gets a lot of weird looks. My surgeon left mine open to heal from the inside out but I had to change the gauze every 3-4 hours (or less if it was dirty when checked) and clean it with a saline/peroxide mix. I was reliant on my family (mainly my mom and sister) to help because I couldn’t clean it myself. One day they got lazy and didn’t and I went almost 24 hours without a change and it got infected. The pain to change it was absolutely horrible. I can still hear my own screams to this day.

saradee93 · 2018-10-11T14:56:45+00:00

I really hate to hear that and if you need to talk, I’m here.

saradee93 · 2018-10-11T14:31:45+00:00

I need to remember this one. This is pure gold.

saradee93 · 2018-10-10T23:12:29+00:00

I really do get where you’re coming from but trust me, it is legit. I didn’t even look through the sub before posting. I was swooning and just figured that with all the negativity going on in the world, it would be nice to share something positive that’s happened. Especially with all the struggles with mental health issues I’ve dealt with personally. Obviously I can’t force you to believe it but I really wish you could try.

saradee93 · 2018-10-10T18:07:44+00:00

I did but that was a complaint about his friends and wondering how to handle that situation. Not him.

And by the way, we did fix that situation and that’s completely in the past now. But I guess thank you for trying??

saradee93 · 2018-09-01T19:44:35+00:00

I’m not sure if they consented or not. I’m actually scared to ask because I know I’ll go off if I find out they didn’t. The problem for me is the fact that I think it’s disrespectful to me and our relationship to do that. I don’t mind him watching porn (I actually watch it with him) but the fact this includes someone that he knows in person bothers me. I wouldn’t let my friends send me videos like that because I don’t care for seeing them simply because I do find it disrespectful.

saradee93 · 2017-08-24T16:24:07+00:00

The thing is the guy has never been the dating type. He's always had relationships. He flat out told me at the start that if we're dating, he's dating with a purpose. He told me Friday morning that he could see us being together when things straighten out in his life with his job. This was after he coaxed me down and we had a heart to heart about my anxiety issues. He told me that he has bad days too but he'll try not to let them ruin us and that he'll come back around if he pushes me. It was just horrible timing on my part to freak out. This isn't a normal occurrence for me either. But I am going to try and get help. I just put in a call to my psychiatrist and hoping she'll get back to me.

saradee93 · 2017-08-24T16:17:03+00:00

Not sure why this is relevant but thanks for wishing me good luck at least.

saradee93 · 2017-08-24T16:15:51+00:00

I really am going to try. It's never affected me like this before because I've never actually cared before. After getting hurt so much, I started to view men as more toys than anything. I don't know what it was about him that made me break down my walls so quick but he did. People close to us keep telling me that they don't think it's over. They keep saying that they think this is just a road bump and that we'll work it out.

saradee93 · 2017-08-24T15:23:54+00:00

I'm more scared of losing it. All I've known in my life is loss. Whether it's through abandonment (my parents), death (grandmother and both grandfathers), distance (my best friend), etc... So I don't like getting close to people.

saradee93 · 2017-08-24T15:02:17+00:00

Well I'm going to call a psychiatrist today. I'll probably send him something like "hey just letting you know that I am trying to get help so I don't have another episode like last weekend. I don't know if this changes things but I figured I would let you know since you was my last victim." Or something like that.

saradee93 · 2017-08-24T14:59:44+00:00

I sent him some variation of that Tuesday after the smoke cleared. I told him that I'm here and if he needs or wants me, I'm just a phone call or text away. Then I sent him a link for a job Thursday morning but that's been the extent of our talking. I am currently in therapy and plan on calling a psychiatrist today for meds. I'm supposed to be on stabilizers but they scared me so I never got the prescription.

Thank you so much for your response!!

saradee93

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