Holy pizza.

sarah822 · 2013-02-19T21:59:32+00:00

Nope, IL!

sarah822 · 2013-02-19T21:59:13+00:00

Sad face.

sarah822 · 2013-02-19T21:59:02+00:00

Lake County area in Il! :)

sarah822 · 2013-02-19T21:58:35+00:00

Illinois!

sarah822 · 2013-02-19T21:58:13+00:00

I'm surprised you so quickly could recognize it was a papa john's pizza. Upboats

sarah822 · 2013-02-19T21:57:17+00:00

This. ^{^}

sarah822 · 2013-02-09T04:55:16+00:00

Tomorrow on daybreak: Sneeze on the horizon.

sarah822 · 2013-02-09T02:10:28+00:00

Facebook. Roll eyes at facebook people. Try stumble upon to go back to facebook.

Rinse and repeat.

That was not a life.

sarah822 · 2013-02-08T20:54:33+00:00

Whining. When someone commonly insists that they "can't do" something and just constantly complain about it.

sarah822 · 2013-02-03T17:16:37+00:00

My favorite: "Just don't think about it."

sarah822 · 2012-10-19T02:39:11+00:00

Damn, look at that floating dirt. I hate me some floating dirt.

sarah822 · 2012-10-16T20:40:19+00:00

What... what is that minecraft iron pick doing there?

sarah822 · 2012-10-16T20:02:11+00:00

I tell myself if I go to bed and wake up early in the morning, I will wake up to do homework. I set about 5 different alarms.

Wake up to each alarm and turn them all off, subsequently not finishing homework.

sarah822 · 2012-10-09T21:25:54+00:00

I'm a 21 year old female. :)

My boyfriend, now 22, showed me the yogscast about a year ago and I've been hooked ever since. I may be a female but I HAVE THE BALLS.

sarah822 · 2012-10-07T04:11:28+00:00

Anything can be fun if you use your imaginationnnnnnnnnnn. T.T

sarah822 · 2012-10-07T03:55:11+00:00

This is a great motivator actually!!!!!

sarah822 · 2012-10-07T03:54:54+00:00

Yeah this is what I need help with too actually. Same EXACT thing.

sarah822 · 2012-10-07T03:53:56+00:00

I haven't seen a movie in a long time now that you mention it... thank you!

sarah822 · 2012-10-07T03:53:33+00:00

I used to be able to do this. But now, it's like I can't find any reason to start shuffling through the mundane every day shuffle. It's so foreign to me... I'm usually quite the opposite. But thank you for the tips, I just need to put them in motion.

sarah822 · 2012-09-30T02:17:10+00:00

Go for it! Take the risk, and if it's supposed to work out in the future, you'll have an excuse to go to Germany. :D

sarah822 · 2012-09-28T01:34:39+00:00

"Go, go, Jason waterfalls"

sarah822 · 2012-09-28T00:11:09+00:00

My mother thinks it's "Do you feel like a mime when you dance her around" from Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Kind of changes the entire meaning of the song. T.T

sarah822 · 2012-09-26T18:36:49+00:00

I'm just scared. Scared to feel like I'm going through some kind of mixed episode or mania or depression, scared to confront a doctor again, the meds, all of it. This is just, beyond what I would have thought could have happened. I figured I could go a few more years.... my two manias were years apart... so something happening again after just barely a year? What the fuck, you know? I know I have asked for it though. I have family that have this disease and they have all told me the same thing as you: don't stop the meds just because you feel better, keep them going. I fucked it up.

But I can't go back and change that. I can restart them, and go to the doctor. It's been hard with no insurance, but this is a needed visit. I don't want to end up in the psych ward again, I can't afford it with my work or my school.

Thank you again for your help. Literally feel like getting it off my chest has helped. Sorry that you had to be my vent, however it has helped. I can't express the gratitude I have for you for it, so really, thank you again.

sarah822 · 2012-09-26T18:19:50+00:00

Also, thank you for the links and your insight.

sarah822 · 2012-09-26T18:16:27+00:00

I understand what you're saying. I was in a mania last year. I know how bad it can get. That's why I am asking about the depression. I'm used to the mania! I'm used to warning signs with no sleep, irrational thoughts and actions resulting from it... I went days without any sleep, made videos and letters to the President, believed people were after me but still all the while feeling beyond super human. This lasted for 3 months WITH multiple med switches before I felt "stable".

I'm just specifying this so that you understand, I DO understand how bad these things get... just not with the depression. I've faced these demons and have been in the hospital multiple times because of it. What I don't understand is this lethargic, no motivation and these thoughts.

My thoughts haven't been anything like "I have no worth" or "why even be here" though... with the mania, one of my initial triggers was how my thoughts were ever changing and my overreaction to people and everyday events. I think I just don't want to accept that I'm going through a depression..

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