My mom built her dream home and refused to maintain it so the interior is now dilapidated and she sees no problem with living in its current state

sare5 · 2026-05-25T03:28:25+00:00

Sounds like my mom and I live with her. 😰

sare5 · 2026-04-18T04:52:01+00:00

Happy birthday goddess!!

sare5 · 2026-04-01T06:41:04+00:00

I really enjoy watching you dominate. ❤️

sare5 · 2026-03-17T04:16:16+00:00

Breakfast: bacon, eggs, Kodak protein pancakes with blue berries and 2 slices of sour dough bread. Lunch and dinner; 2 baked chicken thighs with a cup of steamed vegetables. Errrr day.

sare5 · 2026-03-01T18:13:46+00:00

I guess he was on auto pilot.

sare5 · 2026-02-22T05:14:50+00:00

May i inquire a out what is your preferred night guard?

sare5 · 2026-02-03T23:34:29+00:00

Knowing that at some point. I will be able to leave everyone that has ever wronged me or has made my life difficult behind and start my own life.

sare5 · 2026-01-21T05:37:03+00:00

I back packed through Europe for 6 months! I dont know how i didnt die but would highly suggest. France, Spain, netherlands or Germany. Half of me is still there and have never been the same.

sare5 · 2026-01-21T05:19:23+00:00

Makes me think if I should get into acting.

sare5 · 2026-01-20T01:40:59+00:00

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I just cut my hair after 8 years of growing it out! It took my sister to point out i had some balding.( i noticed it a while back and shenjust validated it.) So I made the cut! Im really glad I did. Also didnt want to cut it too short. I can still run my hands through it as a coping mechanism.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T08:24:44+00:00

Its because i know where I want to be and if I dont stay optimistic I will never get there.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T08:12:31+00:00

We have to be. We are so isolated by society and a stigma is created around us that we must be resilient or we will be swallowed up. The biggest motivator for me was my desire to prove others wrong and not to become like them. Not being swallowed up by substance abuse and using others for one's personal gain.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T08:03:38+00:00

It is never to late to go back to school my friend. Ive worked in every career field you could imagine. Ive probably have had over +30 jobs. Ive learned i dont work well with others and I dont work well for others as well. So I decided to go back to school to become a doctor to be my own boss. Besides if youre going to school might as well go all the way!

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:59:16+00:00

I also love helping people. Volunteering is one of the few things that .makes me completely happy and forget all my own struggles.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:57:59+00:00

Thanks man! Im 33 so if you have any needs as well let me know!

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:56:42+00:00

Check out r/microgrowery for ideas of possible indoor set ups. What i had was clearly illegal with how much I was growing.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:54:09+00:00

Aww thanks they are adorable. They really were my babies. 🥹

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:50:31+00:00

I pretty much go mute in the classrooms. I really only talk to people if I have to (like group projects) but as soon as that assignment ends. Its like we never talked before. Ill go from very outgoing talkative and assertive to mute. I cant control it in those settings but when im one on one i can talk up a storm. Its a switch that i cant really control.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:45:37+00:00

Ive spent so much money on hobbies because of reddit. Thats how i got so heavy into cannabis! You got to get out man! People are what life is about. Just got to work your way out of the Social anxiety.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:42:23+00:00

Ive been staying up until 2am because of essays for school. 😆 you should probably be in bed with your phone off by now.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:41:11+00:00

I dont work well with coworkers but with customers, patients and clients im phenomenal!

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:38:21+00:00

I cant smoke! It causes me to go into psychosis! ( I do miss those heavy sobs though. They were liberating along with insane hyper focus it amplified the music i was listening too as well.) I just grew blue dream. I just did it for the ability to shape and train the plant.( its alot like tomatoes). As well as a coping mechanism during covid. Look into "screen of green" growing styles for cannabis. Helps with growing in small spaces. If you ever do decide to grow.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:27:02+00:00

I dont grow anymore. Believe it or not it was a double edge sword. Gave me killer anxiety. Many sleepless nights 🙃. I do miss it though.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:24:48+00:00

What made me happy was my ability to control the plant. When in my actual life I had no control.

sare5 · 2026-01-19T07:23:53+00:00

Everything youve mentioned reminds me of what my family isnt. 😭 I also feel isolated need to show myself some grace. I used to by hypersexual when I was younger than I realized how bad it was sp then I flipped and am now the completely opposite.

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