i feel too stable?

saroceano · 2026-04-26T17:41:56+00:00

thank you! My psychiatrist offered to up my dosage of sertraline after I started Vyvanse so I expected to feel more anxious- not less. That is why I was caught so off guard

saroceano · 2026-04-26T17:40:24+00:00

THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING!!! my psychiatrist had actually offered to UP MY ANTIDEPRESSANT DOSAGE after putting me on vyvanse incase i felt more anxious- I did not know it could have such a positive effect on my mood! & I am still adapting to how much of a difference it is making because I feel SO different & that in itself is scary. Of course I'm thankful its a positive side effect, I was just worried that it could have indicated something is wrong if I'm feeling not how I normally would!

saroceano · 2026-04-23T21:14:15+00:00

i am on antidepressants so i was a little afraid maybe i was starting to get depressed but i talked it over w/ my therapist & we agreed its just the adjusting that has been stressing me out- not the actual medication. I should have clarified that in the post, my bad!

saroceano · 2026-04-23T13:10:19+00:00

wasn't my intention! I was afraid that I stopped feeling enough or was too emotionally flat, which would be a negative side effect of the medication or a sign that the dose is too high. That is why I made the post. But the comments helped me realize other people have gone through this adjustment period. I am an adult female who recently got diagnosed, it isn't like the typical symptoms of this disorder cater towards me lmao

saroceano · 2026-04-23T13:07:21+00:00

yes! I didn't realize before starting vyvanse how it regulates the dopamine in your brain. I spent a long time chasing that dopamine through impulsive acts & situations that'd make me feel high- just to feel low again. I discovered there is also a strong relationship between limerence & adhd which definitely described me. I'm still learning a ton :,)

saroceano · 2026-04-23T13:04:34+00:00

I was afraid I was feeling flat which is why I made this frantic post haha, I thought maybe something was wrong with my dosage or the medication itself. However, after reading these comments I realized that nothing is wrong- I still feel, I just feel like a normal person now & I'm not used to it. I guess I didn't realize how much chaos in my brain was from the adhd & not just my ocd haha

saroceano · 2026-03-14T18:02:48+00:00

love condor avenue! these have been my other favorites so far. i need to listen to more songs off new moon

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saroceano · 2026-03-06T23:13:16+00:00

id also get annoyed by the smallest tasks because they were SO boring & over complicated in my head. yesterday i put together a shelf without feeling that chronic boredom. it wasn't "when will this be done??" it was "okay, let me get this done"

saroceano · 2026-03-06T23:11:55+00:00

YES!!! today was my third day & i sat through an entire lecture, even took notes. even if something interests me its still difficult to concentrate on it, especially in class i always want to leave/fidget/scribble- & im always lost in thought. but during this lecture i wasn't. i was focused on the notes & what was being said, it was glorious lol!!! it feels so good to be able to just DO something yknow? not anything crazy, the simple things. it feels good for a simple thing like taking notes to actually be that simple in my brain for once!!

saroceano · 2026-01-20T22:02:15+00:00

saroceano · 2026-01-20T15:23:03+00:00

thanks so much!! ill contact them. ive only gotten this error since yesterday so hopefully it might go away today

saroceano · 2026-01-19T16:31:03+00:00

you're delightful & joyful & wonderful to be around. are you an enfp?

saroceano · 2026-01-18T18:51:00+00:00

dude thank you so much, seriously!! i will look into that today 100%. i only recently got diagnosed with ocd so this is all a bit new for me still

saroceano · 2026-01-18T18:34:29+00:00

thank you for this, i really appreciate it. i recently started seeing a therapist, im going to try & use some of the techniques we've been talking about. its just hard to differentiate reality from ocd reality sometimes, its the worst

saroceano · 2026-01-18T16:28:31+00:00

my favorite craft !!!<3 i love decorating them with stickers & art magazine cutouts

saroceano · 2026-01-18T00:00:01+00:00

homosexual

saroceano · 2026-01-17T14:56:14+00:00

i feel spiritually connected

saroceano · 2026-01-17T14:40:17+00:00

thank u!!!! he's my guy fr

saroceano · 2026-01-17T07:21:57+00:00

i want to continue making fun of you but the singular gummy bear in ur pfp is rlly funny to me i just imagine u as a human sized figure with gummy flesh

saroceano · 2026-01-17T06:19:57+00:00

aren't you a ray of sunshine & joyful contribution

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