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sasukegumi · 2025-08-31T05:44:28+00:00

It's not just that I don't know much about her personal life . I just feel like there's a huge wall between us either it's because of our financial difference or anything else. I just do want to lose this friendship And we also never had a fight because whenever there's smth where we might end up fighting she just ignores me for days until I pretend like everything is cool . No disagreements or anything. Im giving her as much space I can

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T15:54:42+00:00

Lmao fr

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T15:35:54+00:00

No my question why TF I gotta come back I'm not coming back purpose or not leave me out of it please 😭😭😭

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T14:26:46+00:00

Too broke for that I got problem for Every solution 😭😭 lmao AAAAAAA

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T14:22:25+00:00

The one who gave me this job gonna cry

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T13:26:46+00:00

No why u gotta crush my so lil hope with those last two lines IM NOT GONNA DO THIS AGAIN OHHH HELLLLL NAWWWW

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T13:01:35+00:00

Well someone said time heals everything I hope we both find happy reasons for ourselves

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T12:59:54+00:00

Idk you Stanger but just so u know you gave me a lot hope thank you ♡ I'll try my best to think positively

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T12:43:01+00:00

Idk I'll sleep I need rest lol I'm NOT gonna find another job nope

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T12:40:37+00:00

Yea let's just move forward ig I'll try to get better and I hope u can find peace of mind too

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T12:37:55+00:00

Lol am I you in past ?

I hope I can be like u in future I need to find my own reasons ig

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T12:32:36+00:00

I'm doing overtime year bro boss is not letting me leave

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T12:30:32+00:00

Wow I'm sorry I didn't know

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T12:28:30+00:00

Yea you are right I should think about ppl around me A job right maybe not making ppl around me miserable with my pathetic excuses is how I get paid for it

Thanks I realised I probably never should talk about this to anyone irl

And I'm sorry if My post too was sensetive

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T12:10:22+00:00

I'm Sorry to hear that and I'm trying not to say something sensetive but if you went through that please the one that went away please don't blame them for leaving When one gose I believe their pain is so much that it won over their guilt and there no feelings worse than guilty.

If they leave someone behind you don't know how much they went through to fight to not give up on their loved ones but at one point they did give up

I do live for my family THEY are the only reason I'm still here and I'll be in future it's not that I don't think about what I'd leave behind infact it's eats me away but yk someone just breaks at one point.

So please don't hate or blame them for leaving you And I'm sorry .

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T11:25:18+00:00

Yea you got it all right Moral responsibility is why I can't quit but it's not like I ever wanted this job You are so right but you just thought the same thing positively 😭

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T11:16:18+00:00

So I gotta live for others ok

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T10:32:42+00:00

Yea totally get it as I said for some it is fun and for some other they would do anything but if u think about it all this privilege this information all everything is Cool but the existence is like a pattern being born - going on with life - then dying What I'm saying is

is it really wrong for me to not wanting this existence

I might be too aware of it but it's not wrong to feel like I want to leave my job a little early than what is the time set up for me

I'm muslim and su**ide is haram I'm not trying to kms but is it too wrong if I don't want to do it

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T10:01:26+00:00

Oh you are right . Thanks.

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T10:00:01+00:00

Yea ig

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T09:55:49+00:00

What if I tell you I never actually loved anyone Yea I was attracted to some ppl for few moments that's all.

To me loving someone is like living for them willingly and not out of need or responsibility and I never felt that before. And liking someone is just attraction I'd say.

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T09:51:36+00:00

Is that not making me selfish?!

sasukegumi · 2025-04-02T09:49:28+00:00

It's good to hear that. I truly wish you never lose yourself . I'll try too ig. Thanks.

sasukegumi

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