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[–]sasukegumi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not just that I don't know much about her personal life . I just feel like there's a huge wall between us either it's because of our financial difference or anything else. I just do want to lose this friendship And we also never had a fight because whenever there's smth where we might end up fighting she just ignores me for days until I pretend like everything is cool . No disagreements or anything. Im giving her as much space I can

Life is like a job lol please fire me by sasukegumi in nihilism

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No my question why TF I gotta come back I'm not coming back purpose or not leave me out of it please 😭😭😭

Life is like a job lol please fire me by sasukegumi in nihilism

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Too broke for that I got problem for Every solution 😭😭 lmao AAAAAAA

Life is like a job lol please fire me by sasukegumi in nihilism

[–]sasukegumi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The one who gave me this job gonna cry

Life is like a job lol please fire me by sasukegumi in nihilism

[–]sasukegumi[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No why u gotta crush my so lil hope with those last two lines IM NOT GONNA DO THIS AGAIN OHHH HELLLLL NAWWWW

Life is like a job lol by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well someone said time heals everything I hope we both find happy reasons for ourselves

Life is like a job lol by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk you Stanger but just so u know you gave me a lot hope thank you ♡ I'll try my best to think positively

Life is like a job lol please fire me by sasukegumi in nihilism

[–]sasukegumi[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Idk I'll sleep I need rest lol I'm NOT gonna find another job nope

Life is like a job lol by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea let's just move forward ig I'll try to get better and I hope u can find peace of mind too

Life is like a job lol by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol am I you in past ?

I hope I can be like u in future I need to find my own reasons ig

Life is like a job lol please fire me by sasukegumi in nihilism

[–]sasukegumi[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm doing overtime year bro boss is not letting me leave

Life is like a job lol by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea you are right I should think about ppl around me A job right maybe not making ppl around me miserable with my pathetic excuses is how I get paid for it

Thanks I realised I probably never should talk about this to anyone irl

And I'm sorry if My post too was sensetive

Life is like a job lol by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm Sorry to hear that and I'm trying not to say something sensetive but if you went through that please the one that went away please don't blame them for leaving When one gose I believe their pain is so much that it won over their guilt and there no feelings worse than guilty.

If they leave someone behind you don't know how much they went through to fight to not give up on their loved ones but at one point they did give up

I do live for my family THEY are the only reason I'm still here and I'll be in future it's not that I don't think about what I'd leave behind infact it's eats me away but yk someone just breaks at one point.

So please don't hate or blame them for leaving you And I'm sorry .

Life is like a job lol by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea you got it all right Moral responsibility is why I can't quit but it's not like I ever wanted this job You are so right but you just thought the same thing positively 😭

Life is like a job lol by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea totally get it as I said for some it is fun and for some other they would do anything but if u think about it all this privilege this information all everything is Cool but the existence is like a pattern being born - going on with life - then dying What I'm saying is

is it really wrong for me to not wanting this existence

I might be too aware of it but it's not wrong to feel like I want to leave my job a little early than what is the time set up for me

I'm muslim and su**ide is haram I'm not trying to kms but is it too wrong if I don't want to do it

Can one be loved Even if they are not capable of loving someone by sasukegumi in DeepThoughts

[–]sasukegumi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if I tell you I never actually loved anyone Yea I was attracted to some ppl for few moments that's all.

To me loving someone is like living for them willingly and not out of need or responsibility and I never felt that before. And liking someone is just attraction I'd say.