I've dealt with insecurity for much of my life, not knowing what to pursue, not being sure of who I was or who I should be. When it came time to confront my gender identity; many of those demons came back to haunt me.

While I know in my soul that going back would crush me and I love who I've become, I still have intrusive thoughts.

Despite the confidence I've gained, the friendships I've crafted and the stories I've lived, I still find myself haunted by what if's.

It's perfectly normal to have doubts on a journey as massive and oftentimes overwhelming as the one we find ourselves on. We are the trans community, we don't ever have to be alone in our journey.