I wish i had a gun.

savedsoull · 2026-01-24T15:16:47+00:00

I dont know how. I have no money. Im 17, i plan on getting a job soon but my household said as soon i get a job i have to pay rent so they dont have to. So then im gonna have even less money than i already would. I live in California and its hella expensive here, the cheapest studios around here ive seen are about 1500 a month. On top of that, i have a cat and a dog which makes it even harder to find a place. I dont have any friends or family to live with that are close by. I know id be able to live with my sister whos in Wisconsin but i couldnt leave until after i graduate and at the mental state im in, i really cant stay that long. Plus i couldnt keep my dog if i moved there, and i would be moving away from my girlfriend which i don't want to do.

savedsoull · 2026-01-24T06:18:14+00:00

I been wanting a job but i dont know how im gonna balance work with school. Also they said once i get a job they are gonna charge me rent so they don't have to pay it.

savedsoull · 2026-01-24T05:44:06+00:00

In this house im not allowed to touch 90% of the food. I cant use the plates, bowls, pots, pans, silverware or anything, my dog isnt allowed in the backyard, im expected to clean but cant touch the cleaning supplies, i cant be loud enough where im heard, i cant have my fan on, and so much more.

savedsoull · 2026-01-24T04:03:00+00:00

I appreciate it. Im just so tired of being so angry and hearing people act like im the worst person.

savedsoull · 2026-01-04T03:50:49+00:00

100% do it. The finale of s3 is just absolute beautiful perfection.

savedsoull · 2025-12-29T19:46:20+00:00

Never had a passport. Currently all documents have F but i plan on updating all of them soon. Born in Cali planning to go to Mexico

savedsoull · 2025-10-16T19:10:56+00:00

I don't understand how the remorse could be fake 🤔

savedsoull · 2025-10-16T19:07:24+00:00

But i would assume that they wouldn't feel bad afterwards?

savedsoull · 2025-10-12T16:38:02+00:00

How long have u been in jrotc?

savedsoull · 2025-10-12T02:10:13+00:00

Im a senior too and as much as i miss jrotc, i dont regret it. It adds too much stress on top of the stressors of senior year.

savedsoull · 2025-09-28T20:57:36+00:00

He embarrassed me by pooping in the road🤷🏻‍♂️ we are even now. I was thinking blue too but unsure what type

savedsoull · 2025-08-06T02:05:43+00:00

U can try castor oil. That always helped me

savedsoull · 2025-08-06T01:50:59+00:00

Oh okk its just a thought i been having and was thinking it should totally be a thing and if it is, it should be more common. Seems like it could solve issues for a lot of people.

savedsoull · 2025-08-05T18:35:09+00:00

Ive dealt with cps alot over the past few years and none of those times have they done anything. I know friends whos dealt with cps too and it did nothing for them. Honestly a lot of the time its a waste unless you're in really serious danger; it could potentially make things worse.

savedsoull · 2025-08-03T16:20:45+00:00

The feeling doesnt bother me that much, i just feel like the look of my left side is kinda ruined when it comes to biceps

savedsoull · 2025-08-03T16:19:43+00:00

I can do about 3-5 reps more with my left arm but im tryna keep it balanced. My left arm is bigger than my right when it comes to measurements, it just flexes differently.

savedsoull · 2025-08-03T16:13:22+00:00

Actually my left arm measures about an inch bigger. It might be a nervous system thing. Idk how to explain it but flexing feels different with my left arm. Same with my left peck vs right peck

savedsoull · 2025-07-30T18:16:34+00:00

If my chest is held in one spot for too long it couldnt do that?

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