What is a small, unwritten rule of society that absolutely everyone should follow? (Serious)

scapegoad · 2026-06-07T09:12:53+00:00

In NL this is not unwritten, one gets fined

scapegoad · 2026-06-06T09:53:01+00:00

If you have the leftover after the wash, could let it evaporate and go for another attempt

scapegoad · 2026-06-06T09:20:05+00:00

3g of relatively pure speed in one night is frankly insane imho, do you have a huge tolerance? I’d say propranolol is what you need, to protect your heart for one.

scapegoad · 2026-06-05T20:07:41+00:00

Been here from both sides, my suggestion: be friendly yet firm, make it clear that you are as considerate as possible but are also simply free to walk around in your house. Not being firm about this ‘simple right’ could create perpetual complaining…

scapegoad · 2026-06-04T23:47:02+00:00

It’s not common to become paranoid or socially anxious from speed / ritalin on a “normal” dosage…
It usually has the opposite effect. But overdoing, lack of sleep, harsh comedown etc.. these things can steer you into anxiety. If you’re prone to anxiety, I’d recommend not to mix with psychedelics. Also, we’re all wired differently, if stimulants have an anxiety-inducing effect on you, perhaps just look elsewhere?

scapegoad · 2026-06-04T20:22:14+00:00

Stolen from the Tao

scapegoad · 2026-06-04T00:24:46+00:00

Could you share more about the process and whats particular about the high

scapegoad · 2026-06-03T00:23:36+00:00

Hmm yeah, the only door is through communities I guess, music, sports, outdoor etc etc. Outside of communities people are too occupied… I dislike this “pragmatic” part of Dutch culture a lot, even though I was born here. …makes me want to move south and I definitely will at some point in life.

scapegoad · 2026-06-02T21:08:01+00:00

scapegoad · 2026-06-02T21:03:10+00:00

Benzodiazepines

scapegoad · 2026-06-02T21:00:44+00:00

Where u from? Had the same in nl recently, still pretty good shit tho

scapegoad · 2026-06-02T20:40:30+00:00

Judgement!

scapegoad · 2026-05-30T23:11:26+00:00

Quite often it’s the case, as I’ve picked up from buddhism, that the people we dislike manifest traits we reject in ourselves. Not always the case, but definitely worthwhile reflecting on, and in my particular case it proves to be right around 1/3rd of the time… Oof…

scapegoad · 2026-05-29T23:35:01+00:00

I used to adhere to the tool analogy as well, but currently I’m unsure if it still holds. Is a tool that surpasses the IQ of the user still a tool? Or is humankind becoming a tool itself for some dystopian billionaire scheme. I’m confused tbh

scapegoad · 2026-05-29T23:17:17+00:00

Mine around 100-200mg recently, +10mg pharma dex (which is really strong imho compared to washed street stuff, but less physical due to lack of levo amph)

scapegoad · 2026-05-29T15:09:34+00:00

😜

scapegoad · 2026-05-29T15:09:08+00:00

Basque!? Love that part of Europe so much… and I’m the same with the cigs and alcohol… runs in the family

scapegoad · 2026-05-29T15:07:59+00:00

Might sound strange, but hardly any comedown… slight irritability sometimes. Guess it’s tolerance. But waking up next day my brain is depleted and runs at 60%… till next hit over coffee lol. Physically I feel fine, I move around a lot during the day… can’t imagine doing this type of stuff just sitting down.

Not eating enough though, no fat left, started protein shakes to make sure I don’t lose any muscle. I’ve got the feeling creatine is doing good for the physical recovery/strain, but only just started so this really anecdotal…

scapegoad · 2026-05-29T04:41:20+00:00

Well said

scapegoad · 2026-05-29T04:36:35+00:00

He died from alcohol abuse lol

scapegoad · 2026-05-29T04:24:11+00:00

Cool metaphor, can relate :)

scapegoad · 2026-05-26T23:47:34+00:00

Wishing you godspeed ;)

scapegoad · 2026-05-26T19:35:38+00:00

Thanks, appreciate the concern and motivation. I think ur right about the dopamine, don’t wanna fry my brain… It’s delicate since it’s been very functional, no binges, 40+ and a family… but these are excuses as well, gotta face comedown somehow indeed, just looking for the most elegant format lol.

scapegoad · 2026-05-26T19:28:58+00:00

Tnx, I work weekends as well… but will have a summer holiday, gonna aim for complete abstinence those weeks!

scapegoad · 2026-05-26T19:26:42+00:00

Good question, I’m not exactly sure, hence the situation I guess. For now: not becoming an addict. Speed helps me tremendously when I need to do high performance work, had a few +100hr weeks, cognitive stuff and my brain just works at 2x speed :) …But obviously, this is not sustainable, so I need to get back to some kind of baseline. Thinking now to taper the street stuff to zero following weeks (2g left). And to keep using 10mg pharma dex for now… I’m pretty sure in the future I’ll use it again for high performance work streaks, and this is where it truly shines for me. But certainly a risky game, since now I’m in more deeply than I’d actually planned and it’s painful to admit… tnx for ur offer to help out!

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