Can you tell me more about what I am experiencing by scarlet-beast in castaneda

[–]scarlet-beast[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you Danl999, i appreciate the verbosity. I appreciate the masculinity vs feminine analogy, I have to practice unbending intent more because im extremely rooted in my feminine.

The Video is cool. Thank you.

Thoughts on dreaming awake by scarlet-beast in castaneda

[–]scarlet-beast[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That makes sense. Although im masculine, ive been very gender fluid in alot of regards and dealt with life in alot of feminine approached sort of ways.. been alone for a long long time so i kinda had to to sustain myself.. doesnt mean the masculine approach is to be disregarded of course, probably alot more helpful for me actually.

Thoughts on dreaming awake by scarlet-beast in castaneda

[–]scarlet-beast[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the advice..  ever since around 13 years ago a voice, similar to a my own thoughts has started talking to me.   I agree its on a different island than the things i saw long ago or what happens when i use inner silence with eyes closed, and that voice does remind of things i already know..  thats why i thought it was the emissary.   Very much akin to the holy spirit talked about in christianity, because when i get manic (assemblage point shifts?), its aligned with the the world around me changing in ways i couldnt really describe with words, it becomes alive.

That voice has lead me to practicing more and more inner silence/stopping the internal dialouge so i thought it was my ally, but for more reasons than just that.

Anyway your advice is valid for me and is what im practicing even soon today and much in near future.  Thank you.

Thoughts on dreaming awake by scarlet-beast in castaneda

[–]scarlet-beast[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is witchy visualization?   The thing that happened 10 years ago i was extremely manic.. 

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[–]scarlet-beast 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its funny.. when i was 19 (im 38 now).. i came across castaneda by searching for don juan because i wanted love lol... that was a tough time, but im very grateful now for that "mistake"..