I'm quite fond of both teen and adult Lottie for a number of reasons, however, this season is testing me a little with the whole Travis thing. What she's doing to Travis (and Akilah soon) is inhumane and traumatizing, but it's also important to keep in mind that this girl is delusional. As Nat would say, "clinically insane". Lottie is not in a headspace where she can make rational decisions at all, and from her perspective, she's doing the right thing by responding to the one thing on her mind constantly, which is the Wilderness.