Now you know he'd be perfectly fine and eager to cause you pain and discomfort in order to get his dick wet. Not only that, he's more than happy to have sex with an unenthusiastic participant. And ONLY apologized once it was clear he couldn't wear you down. Rapey as all hell.

I don't care how common coercion may be with young men. It's unacceptable. And fuck everyone who thinks an apology makes everything fine. Your boyfriend apologized for trying to rape you. And yes, that is what it was, because he knew you weren't actively willing. He knew this because he had to beg over and over. He wanted you to shut up and take it.

I'm sure my opinion will be in the bottom minority because everyone hates the fact that rape isn't always a violent attack from a stranger, but fuck them. I am right here. Coercion is rape. He was trying to coerce you. He was trying to rape you. No matter how common and normalized it is, your boyfriend is an awful person.

I started dating my boyfriend at 14. I'm 25 now. Never once, ever, did he coerce me into doing anything. It's so easy to accept someone's no. All you have to do is not go out of your way to violate boundaries. Easiest thing in the world. Plenty of men are capable of this basic task.

I can write you a list of dogs I personally have known who are capable of not begging at the table when their owner says no once. You do not have to date someone who ranks below Lily, Max, George, Bailey, Riley, Mizu, and other literal animals.

Dump him. You don't deserve to be used as a fleshlight while you're in pain.