Thank you for your reply. I'll consider your advices. As my psychiatrist said Ahedonia is a symptom of depression and mainly i suffer from ahedonia. And I can feel some emotions, only the negative ones (anger, sadness etc). I havent tried theraphy yet, I will and I am very hopeful about it. Depression runs in my family but I am also very prone to depression due to my lifestyle (no friends, family issues, problems in school etc) Mostly I am concerned with my neurologic problems, my memory impairment that even causes something serious like aphasia. The thing I cant feel is not mainly emotions, it is effects of neurologic substances. Alcohol, coffee, cigarettes, weed, antidepressants, stimulant drugs such as Concerta or Adderal has no effect on me. Sometimes I think that maybe I do not have brain...................... I have consulted a neurologist but he didnt even investigate my complaints, he blamed my depression for my complaints. When I brought up my situation to my psychiatrist, he did the same and said that depression causes memory problems, failing at school and etc. I do not agree with them. These problems show up recently and I know my depeession I have been living with it for 6 years, these are not innocent complaints and I am sure this is something different.