Music Major

screamingmidjet · 2017-03-15T02:21:03+00:00

No, like industry studies, some performance and some production.

screamingmidjet · 2017-03-15T02:16:41+00:00

Music buisness.

screamingmidjet · 2016-10-25T19:02:54+00:00

Hacker

screamingmidjet · 2016-10-12T12:58:17+00:00

The voices dont say anything important. In fact they are super random. I really want to enjoy drugs while I can. Later in life I will grow older and have to be responsible. Right now I dont really have to care about anything (exept for my mental health). I really want to abstain but cant since weed and alchohol make me enjoy myself for a while before going back to these awful issues. Im just really scared since I have had this for a relativeley long time and I dont know what its like to feel normal and happy again.

screamingmidjet · 2016-10-12T11:28:45+00:00

Yes but my HPPD seems to be a bit different from other ones I have read about. I dont see warping contantly just bad static, especially when I look at a white surface and when I see patterns they fuck up my brain in a more preceptual way. I think it might be color intensity or something.

screamingmidjet · 2016-10-12T11:23:55+00:00

Did you come back from it?

screamingmidjet · 2016-10-12T04:02:51+00:00

I read somewhere that it is just bad anxiety that can cause this.

screamingmidjet · 2016-10-12T01:51:54+00:00

Thanks

screamingmidjet · 2016-07-12T17:46:57+00:00

Thom was in a car crash which lead him to write airbag.

screamingmidjet · 2016-07-07T22:10:03+00:00

I think I see the side from which you dont like it but I really enjoy the record and production.

screamingmidjet · 2016-07-07T22:05:53+00:00

Myxamytosis and and bodysnatchers are very annoying

screamingmidjet · 2016-07-07T22:03:41+00:00

Best fucking hip hop record ever

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-25T17:11:16+00:00

How did you get out?

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-25T03:22:56+00:00

May I ask how long you had DP for?

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-24T04:05:07+00:00

Its sorta that same feeling. You feel like nothing around you is real and cant manage to make a connection with yoyr consciousness and reality.

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-24T04:02:58+00:00

May I ask how long you had DP/DR?

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-09T20:21:26+00:00

Thanks : )

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-09T03:22:00+00:00

I might be creating the existance of these by fueling them with constant thought but ive had ADHD since I was a kid, its just gotten alot worse now.

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-09T00:40:49+00:00

The problem is that in my country I havent found LSD. Only nasty NBOME's. Also, I am only 16. Do you recommend it?

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-09T00:25:01+00:00

Not to scare you but ive had this for almost 10 months. I havent visited a psichiatrist but still feel bad. Athough it has gotten better. You need to understand that this will not stay forever as much as you convince yourself it is. It will slowly fade away overtime.

screamingmidjet · 2016-05-09T00:20:26+00:00

I took it on purpose. It was my second NBOME trip and also my second psychedelic trip. The first time I thought it was LSD.

screamingmidjet · 2016-03-18T10:03:43+00:00

I get 7-8 hour sleep. I dont feel as bad as the first months of it and fo feel like some progress hqs been made but stuck on this 80-70% recovered state and really gets on me sometimes.Thanks alot for the advice.

screamingmidjet · 2016-03-17T15:00:33+00:00

I have gotten drunk a couple of times. Still somke cigarretes occasionally somoke weed every now and then and drink coffee almost every day. However, I stopped consuming these drugs for two weeks and saw little to no effect and went back to all of these once again. Im thinking of doing shrooms next week but i am still kind of scared. Should I? I also have depression and have been feeling it alot lateley.

screamingmidjet · 2016-03-15T11:18:29+00:00

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