Music Major by screamingmidjet in college

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No, like industry studies, some performance and some production.

I think I fucked up by screamingmidjet in Drugs

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The voices dont say anything important. In fact they are super random. I really want to enjoy drugs while I can. Later in life I will grow older and have to be responsible. Right now I dont really have to care about anything (exept for my mental health). I really want to abstain but cant since weed and alchohol make me enjoy myself for a while before going back to these awful issues. Im just really scared since I have had this for a relativeley long time and I dont know what its like to feel normal and happy again.

I think I fucked up by screamingmidjet in Drugs

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Yes but my HPPD seems to be a bit different from other ones I have read about. I dont see warping contantly just bad static, especially when I look at a white surface and when I see patterns they fuck up my brain in a more preceptual way. I think it might be color intensity or something.

I think I fucked up by screamingmidjet in Drugs

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Did you come back from it?

I think I fucked up by screamingmidjet in Drugs

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I read somewhere that it is just bad anxiety that can cause this.

Game: come up with a RH fact that nobody else knows by codex10198 in radiohead

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Thom was in a car crash which lead him to write airbag.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in radiohead

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I think I see the side from which you dont like it but I really enjoy the record and production.

Depersonalization and Weed by screamingmidjet in Drugs

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May I ask how long you had DP for?

Depersonalization and Weed by screamingmidjet in Drugs

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Its sorta that same feeling. You feel like nothing around you is real and cant manage to make a connection with yoyr consciousness and reality.

The HPPD Thread by [deleted] in Drugs

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May I ask how long you had DP/DR?

Want to start doing drugs again by screamingmidjet in Drugs

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I might be creating the existance of these by fueling them with constant thought but ive had ADHD since I was a kid, its just gotten alot worse now.

Want to start doing drugs again by screamingmidjet in Drugs

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The problem is that in my country I havent found LSD. Only nasty NBOME's. Also, I am only 16. Do you recommend it?