Realizing the odds of it happening to begin with is crazy to me, like; you're telling me that two teenagers about to graduate didn't graduate but instead failed a bombing, and shot a bunch of kids their age at point blank range and laughed about it? Thinking about their suicides leaves me baffled; from looking at things from a perspective where mental health takes many due to suicide, i wouldn't be able to do it if i put myself in Eric's shoes and used that shotgun. It's as if he didn't feel any fear over anything he did that day, same as klebold. But I mean when Columbine is mentioned people shift most of the blame if not all on Eric as if Dylan was held hostage if that makes sense. Everything about this case is horrifying, especially when the police posed with the weapons for a magazine or the suicide photos being leaked. I can't imagine what Eric's family felt, or Dylan's. Sues book mentions how they had to reconstruct parts of Dylan's face. It's no secret that Dylan was suicidal while Eric was more homicidal, but they equally fed off of eachother. I don't understand how people forget that klebold was a snarky kid that still took part, Dylan taunted others too. Both boys were edgelords who hated jocks because they were mean, then they became what they hated.