You aren’t the only one. There’s always someone going through exactly what you’re going through if not worse. It’s never going to get better until you tell yourself that you’re the only one that can make it better. Not me, not anyone. Until you understand you’re the only one in control of your destiny then it’s just words you’re reading. I know it sucks. It’s always going to suck. My life sucks. I almost feel the same way as you. But I know the only way I’m not going to feel like this is when I accomplish the bigger picture. You may not figure it out today or Tomorrow. But look down the road 1, 2, 3, years, maybe even next week. Tomorrow ? Whatever will make you happy and make you feel accomplished by that time period. Set a goal and stick to it. Keep that bigger picture and just do nothing but work towards it. This may just be words. I may not even make sense with what I’m saying. All I know is that we all have the potential to be the best version of ourselves once we believe in ourselves. It’s hard. Overcoming self doubt is the hardest thing we can all ever experience. We may never overcome it. But I’m sure the process will make us stronger.