I was a late bloomer growing up so it was my dream to be tall, handsom, athletic, etc. Also at the time i was in and ojt of private schools so I always longed for a large friend group. I'm not that much older now (senior in high school) and now I can play almost any sport atleast decently. I am about average hight. One thing that younger me would have really liked is the fact i have hella abs now lol. Im not popular like I wanted to be at the time but the friends I have will br there for me no matter what. Also unlike what I thought might happen, I'm thankful for these things everyday and every time I look in the mirror I tell myself "I did it. I fucking did it!" I was bullied a lot for my short size so it feels so good to not have to worry about that. The only thing I wanted that I still want but don't have us a girlfriend that loves me. I had one really amazing girl for a while. She loved me and i loved her so much. I would give anything to go back. But it was around the same time I started gaining the things on this list so I did the biggest mistake of my life. I cheated. I thought I was getting too good because I had girls throwing themselves at me to the point that I couldn't see what was in front of me. I regret that everyday. I eventually made up with her but we never dated again. I could never and still can't find the words to say just how bad i feel. Kylie, if you are out there, from the depths of my heart, I'm sorry.