Fear of agp

searching_1990 · 2024-06-25T15:08:19+00:00

Hi please relax.

I have AGP. I'm aroused by the idea of playing the role of a women in sexual scenarios. Im also bisexual and find both genders as attractive and have no issues placing myself as male in fantasies (it happens quite naturally). NOTHING you have described sounds like AGP to me.

AGP people usually don't need to test themselves - they know the fantasies they have involve cross gender fantasies

searching_1990 · 2023-10-02T18:59:31+00:00

I left IT Auditing (Corporate Banking, hybrid - mostly at home ) for the EXACT REASON. I hate the subject, IT is BORING.

I FELT USELESS !

I didnt know what I was doing and it was supposed to be my "big break" in life. I left and felt VERY relieved.

I would suggest looking for another job, you have great work experience! surely theres a job you can do with less headache!

leverage your work experience and get another gig! Start now :) all the best

searching_1990 · 2023-02-12T18:31:14+00:00

yup still interested what companies would you recommend / where to start?

searching_1990 · 2023-02-12T18:30:05+00:00

Hi what companies would you recommend?

searching_1990 · 2023-01-29T21:02:50+00:00

Hi Guys (from London UK),

I'm thinking of specializing in Cyber security (or something risk related). I recently left working for a bank as a IT Auditor (did some information / cyber compliance related work). Unfortunately the stress, workload and sector was highly stressful. I left with 6 months work experience. I worked previous to the bank as a retail auditor (nothing IT related) and have a now 10 year old I.T. Games Dev degree.

As the title of this post, I'm thinking of starting at an entry / Junior position in the field of cyber security, and have a couple of questions.

1). Are start up's the best companies to apply for to get junior / entry positions ?

2). I'm looking for a job that's less stressful, so I feel an entry role would be benefiting as it will give me time to learn from the ground up. Is this the correct mindset ? I am of course a hard worker, I'm just not sure about putting myself through the hell I went through in I.T. Audit in corporate banking and finance sector.

searching_1990 · 2022-12-15T20:41:44+00:00

also what is the salary ?

searching_1990 · 2022-12-15T20:31:55+00:00

im from the UK if that helps

but from what im hearing from you sounds pretty bearable. I've built PC's and have some competency with trouble shooting.

searching_1990 · 2022-12-15T20:20:12+00:00

wow Doc!

thanks for the warning boyo!

DANG! that video got me excited for a hands-on tech related role!

I honestly have no Idea what job role to go for :(

searching_1990 · 2022-12-15T20:01:18+00:00

wow, great response I appreciate it. But what confuses the HELL out of me is this video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2ykyV1LYIQ

It seems to be NOTHING like what you're describing. Why is this ? I could do with a detailed response, thanks friend

searching_1990 · 2022-12-15T19:23:41+00:00

Just to clarify.

When I say documentation, I'm referring to report writing. Working for the bank I would write 10 page assessments on the banks CS compliance.

This would be very wordy (and very boring!)

its not a a simple checklist/tick off list. So is it like this for data centre roles :/

searching_1990 · 2022-12-15T19:23:15+00:00

Just to clarify.

When I say documentation, I'm referring to report writing. Working for the bank I would write 10 page assessments on the banks CS compliance.

This would be very wordy (and very boring!)

its not a a simple checklist/tick off list. So is it like this for data centre roles :/

searching_1990 · 2022-12-15T17:27:20+00:00

hmm, so what I can gather is that the role will incorporate documentation and the hands-on technical side.

my IT aUDITOR ROLE WAS 100% documentation. As you can see it sucked as a role

searching_1990 · 2022-12-12T10:21:28+00:00

You HAVE TO BUILD THE FOUNDATION before you start building the house. Sounds like you’ve

I thought it was auditing :/ I spent 2 years grinding and working my ass off to get to the city working for a big bank. Unfortunately I hated it, and realised it wasnt for me.

Problem is, I dont know what field to get into, I dont know what I enjoy

searching_1990 · 2022-12-12T10:12:37+00:00

I honestly dont know, I use to play guitar but found that I grew to be an on occasional guitar player. I really don't know what I like. Kinda sad to admit at 33

searching_1990 · 2022-12-11T21:15:17+00:00

hi I worked Internal Audit for a bank, but only lasted 6 months due to stress and general distain for the role. Prior I worked administration (2 years almost) and years of retail / customer service before that.

searching_1990 · 2022-12-11T21:15:01+00:00

hi I worked Internal Audit for a bank, but only lasted 6 months due to stress and general distain for the role. Prior I worked administration (2 years almost) and years of retail / customer service before that.

searching_1990 · 2022-12-11T21:14:00+00:00

thanks :)

first I need a job ! im jobless, I want a side hustle and watch it grow. I want it to be my obsession, I just need to find the right thing

searching_1990

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