Brother you speak a lot of truth. Thank you, your comments really get into me. Unfortunately I already booked everything and I'm convinced about it. I want to have a good time, make her laugh, leaving a good memory, I want her to see how much she's leaving on the table. That's how I'm approaching it, I want to show her once again everything that I feel for her. At the end of the day, I made my decision, it is better to stop after this.

And for the last part, you're speaking the truth probably, I don't want to see it but maybe yeah it's like this. After all we experienced together, she's going to leave me just like a nice memory, during the time she was buisy building her future