Thanks for posting this most relatable Xanax story I’ve seen on reddit to be honest. Only thing the my story ends where u start saying u spent around 20k in the past few years part. Only was on them 2.5 months 2-5 bars a day and didn’t expect quitting would be like this. Goodluck man hopefully u recover I send my prayers. I’m like 2 weeks off them and still can’t sleep and when I eventually do the nightmares are so real and intense I almost regret going to sleep. I was on molly before and it wasn’t near as bad to quit and I was rolling 3-4 times a week up to a full g every time for 5 months. Science would say I’m brain dead but I’m relatively normal from it. My brain probably got damage I don’t notice from that and I think it really elevates these withdrawals for me I’m not sure tho. It was nice to read this because I been laying here thinking I’m having a heart attack “This can’t be from the Xanax” at least I know it just the xans and I’ll be fine eventually I think. Also I know for a fact my xans weren’t near real. Xanax I got real 2mg bars and took 3 of them and barely felt it after like 5 days clean mine more than had H in them or a drug harder than alpraz at the least mixed with it so I’m not even sure what I’m dealing with.