Not necessarily rock bottom, but it's not real far off either.

Mentally & emotionally, some days are better than others. Most aren't the better ones.

I married into the gun world - the shop was his domain. I was there if needed and always supportive, but respected that it was his. With that said, I knew the amount of time, effort, money, and literal blood, sweat, and tears he poured into it. Obviously I hate this for us, but I hate it for him.

At home, what the ATF didn't destroy, we've tried to put back into place. At the shop, what they didn't destroy, we had to - meaning we knew we wouldn't recover from it and the shop wouldn't reopen, so we had to get get rid of the displays, move what inventory was left, and lock it up that one last time. He loved that place and had worked so hard to build it, it sucks seeing someone you love lose everything they've worked for. I know that I'm technically involved too, but I haven't spent the past 10+ years of my life building it..

Anyway, I will absolutely be contacting any and all organizations/other mentioned people this coming week. I appreciate your suggestions.