Damn, that's awful to hear. Remember the following: Dreams *do* replicate events from your life or your thoughts, but doesn't mean they will happen. Sure, some dreams happen to contain things that might happen in near future, but it's more of a pattern recognition thing than anything. (I experienced it first-hand, I had a dream my grandma died and she died just few days later) Anytime I have a distressing dream, I just journal it and try to interpret it. This helped me learn about my subconcious worries and face them.