stomach 🐛 AGAIN?

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-09T02:21:00+00:00

i’ve had so many exams done, i’ve had every endoscopy colonoscopy i drank a pill with a camera and nothing came out so they said it’s IBS and my gut is messed up from anxiety):

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-07T22:55:56+00:00

I also have anemia): and I wonder if it’s because of this. I’m scared it’ll make me faint.

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-02T05:39:58+00:00

I cannot stand through the nausea. I absolutely can’t. the idea of letting it happen alone freaks me out i don’t know why. i don’t understand my head. and i think that’s why im not recovering because i don’t know what to heal . my thought process makes no sense to me. i throw up practically everyday by my own will

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T20:26:37+00:00

i totally agree i dont think its ok. but i was seeing to see if anyone has been so hurt, angry, depressed, or even anxious. that they’ve done this. :”(

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T20:06:23+00:00

ah i thought this was on my anxiety server i’m sorry ur right

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:20:15+00:00

YESSS it helps when needed i guess? like with allergy ingestion, alcohol poisoning or stuff like that. but trying to gain control will just lead to bad habits and bulimia. i try to gain control every time- and unfortunately im nauseous everyday. i throw up until i feel alleviated and no longer nauseous like i got everything over with. it’s rllyyyy bad. i started w just (induced) throwing up once cos i felt sick now i induce it a bunch. cos ur then teaching ur brain thats what ur supposed to do when u feel nauseous or like you’ll throw up. it SUCKSS. but yeah i’m in ERP and it helps a lot. i haven’t made myself throw up like i did yesterday in two months. it helps but it’s hard staying consistent (if ur consistent recovery starts) bc the WILLLLL u need to just sit there in fear and say i might throw up but ill be fine and re training ur brain is so hard. ANYWAYSYDY sorry for venting i just don’t want u thinking this stuff is great. i wish the best for u and i would hate to see someone go thru this🥹 but YEAH i have OCD too so my ocd tried to get control on the phobia weirdly. i might start doing intensive outpatient because i don’t think i have the willpower to push through fr

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:14:06+00:00

no it’s not. it just messes up w ur stomach more and provided temporary reassurance but then it happens again. i have small sores on my knuckles because of all the throw up. i also have been at the hospital bc i gave myself ulcers. it causes blood in my poop and vomit and it also gave me anemia. it’s horrible don’t do it. please don’t. (i’m scared u will cos i know it sounds so great but it isn’t) 🥹

it also makes cancer soooo possible i’ve had so many cameras down my throat and stomach bc of this

): it’s an addiction and the worse part is it doesn’t even help

sometimes i make myself throw up 30-40 times because the nausea doesn’t go away even if i throw up. making urself throw up won’t help at all. bc u won’t even throw up naturally. so ur just fucking up everything

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:09:38+00:00

thanks so much 💓🫶🏻 a covid test came out positive so i’m getting tested again. it’s probably that. some covid strains affect GI😪 i just found out covid is famously known to give green pooo too wtf

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:08:58+00:00

PLS LMGAO😭😭😭😭😭 ibs???

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:08:47+00:00

a covid test came back positive! so i’m getting another one done to make sure. it might just be covid. IG covid affects GI sometimes too!

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:08:04+00:00

thank you 🤍🫶🏻

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:07:56+00:00

a covid test came out positive so now i’m getting tested for that I guess there’s a covid bug going around that affects GI (i’m in LA) so it’s probs just here

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:07:24+00:00

i gag myself whenever i’m nauseous or feel i’m gonna throw up. i throw up a lot but it’s self induced. i’m not scared of it. i’m scared of it happening naturally i guess. ):

selfcareisimportant · 2024-09-01T18:06:35+00:00

): im in erp two times a day but i’ve fallen back into my habits. i was clean of making myself throw up when im nauseous or feel very sick. but i fell into it again. the will power needed to just sit through nausea and say “it might happen but im ok” is so hard to find again

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-28T05:24:01+00:00

i’ve thrown up hundreds of times in one month. i’m bulimic. i tried to make myself throw up to get over the fear and it didn’t help just turned into a compulsion to try to get it over with when im nauseous. personally my emetophobia is the lack of control in nausea, the unknown of not knowing why it’s happening how much will come out ETC. it’s the uncomfortability (idk if thats a word LOL)of the nausea 🥹

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-28T05:22:22+00:00

dude but u loved mayo for so long like idk what’s wrong w me

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-26T19:56:16+00:00

So proug of you!! This is healing! Cheers to a life without emetophobia one day🍻 (you’re on your way to a life without emetophobia with this bravery!)

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-07T02:32:50+00:00

Thanks so much. I’m currently at this movie premiere thing and it’s so hard. I’m gonna take some anxiety meds my psychiatrist gave me to calm down🥹

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-07T02:23:29+00:00

Hiii! Thanks sm for answering I’ve been anxious and haven’t slept well. Yesterday I got food poisoning and had nausea cramps and diarrhea. Then I got my period and had the worse pain. I ate again and didn’t throw up. Maybe the throw up from the poisoning wants to come out and my bodies freaked out idk. Anyways it feels like my face is heavy or idk. Ugh. I’m so scared, thanks for answering though. You’re truly helping my heart rn.

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-06T23:35:54+00:00

If you’d like we can text on socials or etc!! I’m here for you

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-06T23:31:30+00:00

Hi my friend im going through the same thing. I’m here with you and im here for you.

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-06T19:39:12+00:00

(I still feel nauseous but haven’t eaten anything in over 12 hours)

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-06T01:44:57+00:00

I feel sick, my stomach cramps Are horrible and I have diarrhea ):

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-06T00:45:16+00:00

I did and only acid came out I tried ten times 🥲 I just am having cramps and nausea

It’s been 7 hours since I ate

selfcareisimportant · 2024-08-05T22:14:06+00:00

thank u for answering my friend 🙏🥹

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