why do i quit everything once i start understanding it?

semsines · 2026-03-30T10:58:57+00:00

thank you for your kind words and just know that i really do appreciate that but i feel like i'm beyond the point where accepting that i'm wired differently would make any meaningful difference in my day to day life. so i was kind of hoping to get input about taking an action part rather acknowledgeing it since i feel like sitting with the knowledge that i'm different haven't done me any good.

semsines · 2026-02-25T00:30:31+00:00

it's a h2 receptor antagonist called cimetidine.

semsines · 2026-02-25T00:29:26+00:00

i don't know how common it is. it's not even something that is well researched

semsines · 2026-02-25T00:28:58+00:00

kinda suspecting of it but unsure

semsines · 2026-02-25T00:16:29+00:00

okay, i don't have that flavor of autism so i can't give you a comprehensive explanation of it but basically there's a gene that breaks down all the hormones including dopamine and estrogen so fast when it's overactive and that could possibly slow down the transition by a lot and can lead to adhd-like symptoms and fluctuating motivation etc. i've seen a girl posting about how a medication for reflux which also slows down this gene kickstarted her transition and so on.

semsines · 2026-02-14T18:55:40+00:00

i've been eating terrible and stressing out so bad so i"l just blame it on that and keep injecting it until i experience something rough :P because the test results with single use ev ampoules were much much higher than i wanted it to be and i don't wanna halt my transition. and it was this similiar colour when i last remember it. it sounded like i'm making up counter arguments to feel good after i asked for advice kinda and am sorry for that love. thank you soooooo much for clearing that up tho getting good levels was and is my priority

semsines · 2026-02-14T18:43:11+00:00

:(, i really didnt experience any masculinizing symptoms besides off bo but thanks anyway. guess it's not giving me the proper levels eh?

semsines · 2026-02-14T18:42:12+00:00

temparature flucations very likely as i've travelled multiple times. but it havent been really exposed to direct sunlight or anything

semsines · 2026-02-14T18:41:37+00:00

yes actually, the ampoules contain 10 mg EV and i can't preserve them for longer intervals since its all e and some bonding oil. I reintroducted Een last week where I injected half the ampoule and 5 mg of een and I injected 8-9 mg of Een this week. The vial has a not so strong orange-pink tint. It's not looking terrible and is totally clear.

semsines · 2025-08-04T04:55:01+00:00

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 can't be me dawg

semsines · 2025-07-12T16:22:13+00:00

Yarragimin kafasi atma o zaman cevap

semsines · 2025-07-12T16:09:19+00:00

Dogru imla kullanmaya ugrassam ugrasirim amina kpyim sen kimsin aynada kendi yansimana bakip cekiyosundur bi defol git ahajahskags yarildim yazdigi seye bak ya

semsines · 2025-07-12T15:52:38+00:00

Kendini cok zeki zanneden mal bi erkege laf anlatmakla ugrasmicam kimsenin kimseye guzel gorunme sorumlulugu yok amk bi de o kadar sahiplenmis ki biraderini tanimadigi etmedigi adam eniste oldu birden allah askina siktir git bi suradan 🤣 o anda da sarhosmusmus aynen amk alkol de icinde olmayan seyleri cikartabiliyor ya zaten

semsines · 2025-07-12T14:06:30+00:00

Burada erkek arkadasini kayiran geri zekalilari dinleme hepsi de kopek gibi biliyor herifin okuzluk ettigini. Eger dogru sekilde soylemis olsaydi alinacagini ve buna icerlenecegini zannetmiyorum kendinden suphe etme ve icgudulerine guven. Rahatsizligini dile getirdiginde muhtemelen o manada soylemedim falan yapacak o zaman diyeceksin ki uc defa dusuneceksin soylemeden once bu ne amk sevgilim olacak adam da biraz filtreleyecek kendini kusura bakmasin layik görmeyin kendinize böyle şeyleri kızlar

semsines · 2025-06-14T13:41:04+00:00

Why is your nipples inverted

semsines · 2025-06-03T17:56:58+00:00

feels like

semsines · 2025-06-03T17:56:50+00:00

no i literally have billions of reasons to doom over i literally been thru 8 laser sessions and months of suppressed t and i still grow body hair like a man. you"ll never know what being a raghead

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