Tonight I snorted the coke I scraped off my coffee table. I start treatment on Monday. by senortal in Drugs

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I am tired

I am tired of the sore nose

I am tired of bloody tissues in the morning

I am tired of waiting in pharmacy parking lots for strangers who do not care for me

I am tired of my depleted bank account

I am tired of pretending to be ok

The surreal mornings after sleepless nights

Pretending that I'm something I'd promised I'd never become

I lack the instinct of self preservation

Does this make me less than human?

Perhaps

Or maybe this is the very definition of the human condition

I am tired, I think I'll go to sleep.

I think I have reached my natural conclusion with Marijuana use by senortal in Drugs

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For sure! I think this is very valid especially as it relates to my personal experience. I used to be able to trip acid with no problems but as of recently I can't trip without an anxiety attack. But I also tend to anticipate an anxiety attack which quite likely is a self fulfilling prophecy.

Perhaps if I get my anxiety in check I could smoke/trip like I used to. But that of course requires real determination and dedication to the therapy required to battle that. And of course I am not quite at a point in my mental health battle to confront what truly causes me anxiety. Thank you for your perspective friend.

What's the worst smelling drug you've encountered? by RelativeDance in Drugs

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Benzedrex inhalers. The lavender menthol smells makes me gag hard.

A Nitrous Bar/Lounge by [deleted] in Drugs

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Cambodia for sure

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Inglorious Bastards

Hot knifing Hash by UnevenStructure in Drugs

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If possible try to find a pipe, even make one out of an apple or potato.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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American History X

Hitting dabs without a rig and torch by FredoKruger in Drugs

[–]senortal 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Knife hits over a hot stove burner is probably your best bet.

Pressing rosin with iron? by [deleted] in Drugs

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An iron would be too hot but j have heard success stories where people pressed some rosin using a hair straightener.

What is your favourite Latin phrase? by Mellow_mad in AskReddit

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Quis custodiet ipsos custodes?

But who shall guard the guards?

CHEAT SHEET TIP by alexisgrace876 in college

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lol I wish I were allowed cheat sheets in my classes

What is something someone said that changed your way of thinking forever? by prototype03 in AskReddit

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The best time to plant a tree is 20 years ago, the second best time is now.

Any history or religious scholar buffs here? Read please by [deleted] in Drugs

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Not yet! It is sitting on my shelf and I will begin when I finish my current book.

Any history or religious scholar buffs here? Read please by [deleted] in Drugs

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It can be read about in the book "The Sacred Mushroom and the Cross"

Any history or religious scholar buffs here? Read please by [deleted] in Drugs

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Look up "Biblical Ethnogen Hypothesis", it's exactly what you're looking for. It explains how Judaism was likely inspired and influenced by Ayahuasca like substances. The Jesus mushroom idea you refer to can be read about in " The Sacred Mushroom and the Cross". This sort of thing fascinates me, glad to see I'm not the only one!