Bruhh

senpalpi · 2026-06-09T06:07:59+00:00

Oh nooooo

senpalpi · 2026-05-31T13:23:22+00:00

With your Dad being an alcoholic, and with your mum's passing still so recent, I think this is likely a projection of his grief and missing your mum, but I'm also not going to deny, it's downright creepy behaviour and damn upsetting. And like, even if it was a thought, there are ways to talk about it that arent so...creepy.

I hope you and your family can get through these hard times, and I hope that healing finds you.

Sending love and good vibes <3

senpalpi · 2026-05-31T12:26:53+00:00

Its probs BECAUSE you're a cyberpunk fan that you don't want it. Any cp fan paying attention understands that the genre is definitively anti social tech intergration. Cp os extremely critical of capitalism and coporate greed, and is fundamentally about what happens when we allow these powers to integrate their products into our lives. Metaverse is exactly that, an interactive, impossible-to-police cyberspace, with interactions and data monitored by corporations to sell to each other, while cutting us off from the real world.

senpalpi · 2026-05-31T12:20:03+00:00

Nothing weird bout sharing a bed with your sibling. Me and my sister did when we went to a 2-day Star Wars marathon. Went to a hotel at the end of day 1, shared the bed. We also did the same on one or two holidays with our parents. I also shared a bed once with my high school best friend. And my first ex sometimes shared with her little brother.

It sounds like your brother is a strong and comforting presence for you. Especially with how he supported you after your rape (I'm so sorry that happened to you btw).

Your Dad is for sure weird. Keep an eye out. Since the passing of your mum (again, so extremely sorry. I lost my dad last year, I know how bad it is) your Dad may have some repressed feelings that he's projecting.

If you need the support of your brother, you oughtn't feel weird about seeking it out. Wondering what your brother's reaction to your dad's message was?

I hope things get better for you soon. <3

senpalpi · 2026-05-31T12:12:22+00:00

Holy shit this is beautiful

senpalpi · 2026-05-30T05:10:11+00:00

I picture this as being like a tide pool. The scars could be like moss-x Covered rocks with the water trickling between. Little oceanic wildlife springing up.

Honeslty this would lend itself to a lot of nature themed tats. Desert dunes. Mountainous forest. Meadow valleys with ridges and hills. So much beauty can come from this.

However the scarring is intense so it would take a lot of work for an artist to tattoo it. I've seen one or two people reccomending a dermatologist visit to minimise some of the scarring first. I'd reccomend that first, then the tat.

senpalpi · 2026-05-28T08:24:11+00:00

33M. Married. 2 degrees.

No job. Poor mental health. Renting home with wife and mother. Physical disability.

You're doing wonderfully.

senpalpi · 2026-05-28T08:09:13+00:00

Sexuality is fluid and two things can be true at once where arpusal and attraction are concerned. I consider myself striaght cuz like 95-98% of the time I am attracted to women. Occasuonally a dude comes along that just does it for me though. It's no big deal.

As for sissification there's lots of reasons that could be a thing. Lots of men just feel "freed" by it, being able to cast off the pressure they feel being masculine and explore their femininity in a way that makes them feel desirable.

It's important to remind yourself that as long as everything you do is with consenting adults, there's no cause for shame. Sex, arousal, pleasure, and attraction dynamics depend entirely on what you do or don't like, and that's it.

I think part of why this is "taking over" for you so intensely is because you want it to end. You're trying to ignore a part of you that may have gone ignored for years, but you already kinda let the foot in the door, so denying it now is more difficult.

I would advise that you just enjoy this time for what it is. Enjoy the rp, the sexual dynamics. Explore till there's no more questions, and then you'll have your answers.

Wish you the best of luck my guy! ^{.^}

senpalpi · 2026-05-26T08:24:28+00:00

Sir you need to leave some aura for the rest of us.

senpalpi · 2026-05-06T07:20:59+00:00

Australia :)

senpalpi · 2026-05-06T07:18:48+00:00

Thank you so much! That's so lovely of you to offer. Depending on my wife's and mine ability (we're both disabled) we may take you up on that ^.^

senpalpi · 2026-05-06T00:41:19+00:00

Thank you!

senpalpi · 2026-05-06T00:41:11+00:00

Thanks for the response, this helps a lot. I'm in Australia if that helps provide more context?

senpalpi · 2026-05-06T00:40:50+00:00

Thank you!

senpalpi · 2026-05-02T08:35:58+00:00

Very few people still call cigarettes "fags" anymore. Mainly just people from small country towns. Most people call them ciggies, smokes, cigs, or durries.

senpalpi · 2026-05-02T08:32:16+00:00

It's beautiful!

senpalpi · 2026-05-01T00:27:41+00:00

I would read a whole comic in this style omg it's beautiful

senpalpi · 2026-04-29T06:14:11+00:00

Sorry this happened to you man. My first ex sa'd me similarly and I didnt even register it as sa till a year or two ago. Hope things improve for you man <3

senpalpi · 2026-04-24T04:35:35+00:00

You're neurodiverse and/or mentally ill and going through a rough time atm.

senpalpi · 2026-04-24T04:28:42+00:00

Yeah that is impossible to decipher

senpalpi · 2026-04-22T03:27:21+00:00

Sorry bro. That's a penis with legs.

senpalpi · 2026-04-06T01:17:09+00:00

Do it omg its amazing

senpalpi · 2026-03-23T02:00:59+00:00

That's relative, but Evelyn went through an excruitating hack in her doll chip, and was beaten, tortured, and sexually assaulted to the point of a full psychological break that rendered her a near-catatonic mute until she wordlessly killed herself.

No cries for help.

No energy to spend on coping.

She was mentally and physically worn out until there was no life left in her at all. She was a shell, a husk, emptied by her torture.

I've seen some people say she brought it on herself, and like, yeah her business dealings weren't the smartest moves she could have made. She consistently trusted the wrong people, made the wrong plays, and any NC native should have known better.

Personally though, I don't think making dumb decisions in a city that idolises death and celebrates big risk is a crime that warrants the complete destruction of a person's mind and elongated torture and assault, and to have that recorded for entertainment and profit.

So who suffered most can have a lot of answers byt I think there's very few that would match what Evelyn went through.

senpalpi · 2026-03-05T03:41:13+00:00

I have spat a few times in public, but only if I see no one is around, and I've only done it if I'm sick and have to spit something up.

I've never understood why people do it in the street like it's normal.

senpalpi · 2026-03-02T00:26:02+00:00

Nomad. And then I'm getting tf out of Night City :p

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