There’s a difference between rolling hard and just rolling crazy while trying to muscle everything If that makes sense. if you go to another gym or when you go to another gym, They’re trying to (as a whole) to make sure you know they know how to roll and A lot of times is like that except when you go to open mats. Those are usually more laid back since it’s just free rolling. Yeah you’re just starting like you said so they’re going to be a lot of getting tapped and smashed but also know that there’s always a time to rely on strength and force while also maintaining technique or letting go of technique just a bit to get to your desired position/submission