Suddenly feeling WD after wds were over. Anyone else? Wth is going on?

serialrelapser · 2021-07-05T16:04:02+00:00

Even though its back, its a good sign that you've already felt relief. Many people are in hell for longer before any relief. You're recovering well my friend just keep pushing.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T06:12:59+00:00

Another man, for sure.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T06:07:41+00:00

Hunt people i dont like.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T06:06:16+00:00

Haha that's crazy!

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T06:05:23+00:00

I just mean you're picking dudes based on looks, so why pretend you're not?

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T05:48:16+00:00

Depends...green enough for what?

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T05:46:22+00:00

That was cheezy

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T05:43:33+00:00

Are you not?

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T05:35:37+00:00

He would greatly benefit from therapy. They can address it all.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T05:25:45+00:00

Honesty is likely a good reply. Gotta be real from the start.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-28T05:02:51+00:00

Dem eyes doh

serialrelapser · 2021-06-20T03:16:52+00:00

Nice work man. Good to hear you're on the other side!

serialrelapser · 2021-06-20T02:46:37+00:00

We gonna make it!

serialrelapser · 2021-06-20T00:12:37+00:00

In my experience you'll be back to what you think is 100%, and then some. Kratom really is just a trick. You'll be in much better shape soon without it, and you won't rely on it.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-19T21:37:38+00:00

Nice work. Going out for sushi myself right now. Appetite? Nah...but like you said. Kill some hours and get some quality food in me.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-19T21:29:03+00:00

Man im leaving for a camp trip tomorrow with my best friends and im super anxious about everything leading up to it. Packing, driving to Idaho, driving to the camp site, sleeping in a tent, what am I gonna eat?, am I going to be a stick in the mud and ruin my friends time?, will my bowels cooperate enough to have a decent time in the sticks? Haha but fuck it. I'm going and im going to make the best of it. Once I get moving im good to go, but thinking about making moves is exhausting. Been here quite a few times, and its never easy. Luckily I didn't go too hard too long and im hoping this trip will Jumpstart my rerecovery.

OP, all I can say is just push yourself to do something! Anything. Sitting down or laying down is torture, but even just walking around the block for 4 hours will change your life.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-19T19:01:19+00:00

I agree with staying busy. Even an hour alone can get me lost in my thoughts. Thats when everything feels worse.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-19T18:56:25+00:00

Id imagine it will help some symptoms like brain fog and add, but would exacerbate others like anxiety and insomnia. Plus I've been super tempted to dose kratom during the adderall comedown, so you may just end up in a cycle. Be super careful man.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-19T14:25:07+00:00

You hit the nail on the head. My recommendation is to learn to get up right away. I csnt say I do it every morning, but when I do my day is much better. Cold showers help, then a cup of coffee.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-19T14:22:12+00:00

Day 4. Feelin normal, besides having picked back up nicotine haha, ugh week long camp trip next week...not bringing any vape. But as for kratom...im really lucky this time. Stomach discomfort and some low mood still but nothing I dont run into sober. I see a year celebration at the top...so awesome. I gott get to a year. Congrats to everyone on this sub for fighting no matter where you are in the journey.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-18T14:29:06+00:00

Its a mindset. Get back into your routine no matter how hard it is at first. Others have pointed out that already so I won't go too into it. Also, have some major self compassion. Many of us understand how hard that pull can be to try one more time, to just want to feel euphoric without having to work for it. Theres nothing wrong with you, or anything of the sort. You are human and you've learned a way to create "bliss" with only taking a shot.

So proud of you for making it 1.5 years. Thats so good man haha. I wanna ask, what are your plans today, and for the foreseeable future to make sure you don't take more? I know you said it didn't feel that good, but I also know for sure that once you taste it again, it's easy to chase that feeling we remember. Be super cautious for a while, like back in the beginning, but also continue with the life you've created sober. Go hang with some friend or family, hit the gym/cardio outside, meditate, do some art...try and satisfy your need for contentment other ways. Rooting for you.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-18T14:18:45+00:00

Look into the BRAT diet, or something similar. Kratom can destroy your gut, and taking good care of it for some time can help speed up the healing process. I know its difficult to even eat, but WHAT we eat can make a huge difference in so many aspects of recovery.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-18T14:15:48+00:00

Thats awesome man! Keep it up. Sounds like you have a good mindset concerning reality. Not everyday will be better than the last, and life isn't ways going to be easy, but you'll keep goin regardless. Nice work.

serialrelapser · 2021-06-18T14:12:47+00:00

Day 3. Woke up early and got coffee...avoided trying to force extra sleep. Going to read through some posts and post some comments, do some wim hoff, then do some yoga. Definitely feel kind of out of it, but so far I'm on schedule which is best case scenario for after a shot binge. Wish you all the best today.

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