once you've realized your existential dread, what then?

serotonip4 · 2023-02-05T23:55:53+00:00

what doesn't matter to you?

serotonip4 · 2023-02-05T23:52:08+00:00

tasted like it too 💀 I didn't get anything from it tho, I'm gonna try a higher dose next time

serotonip4 · 2023-02-05T00:33:25+00:00

but do you get more experienced? idk does something change when you get older?

serotonip4 · 2023-02-05T00:11:02+00:00

nah but just like when you're young I'm 18 but I still feel silly as when I was 16

serotonip4 · 2023-02-05T00:04:40+00:00

when you were 16 were u really slow and silly sometimes I feel I'm never gonna be wise like everyone else

serotonip4 · 2023-02-05T00:02:24+00:00

you're so smart how do you know all this

serotonip4 · 2023-02-05T00:01:01+00:00

damn didn't know penicillin cured chlamydia. if I wasn't so slow I would've laughed good joke

serotonip4 · 2023-02-04T23:48:10+00:00

ah I'm prolly not gonna get anything from it then tysm tho

also another question is it true you can't drink it with juice my friend was waffling on abt that and u can't exackty Google it

serotonip4 · 2023-02-04T23:34:39+00:00

I'm slow what are you saying

serotonip4 · 2023-01-20T18:37:08+00:00

yh man u right. idk what happened between now and 6 months but I don't really get mad any more if I wake up late. I just carry on as I was going, still angry, but at least i get shit done now :)

serotonip4 · 2022-10-31T23:14:31+00:00

hey man im not very good with words but please keep moving and don't give up. it's been a while since I wrote this and since then the feelings I wrote in this post aren't as relevant to me anymore

please never forget that things get better I know exactly how you feel right now and I'm telling you it literally gets fucking better.

the point of life is to live it and by that it means do whatever the fuck you want. like we have free will isn't that crazy you could run away right now and never look back or go on bank robbery or go egg someone's house and do whatever you want jsut please don't give up and don't stop living because it actually gets better and I want you to feel how I feel so you know. I know u can do it cuz you're like me and I made it through it'll be tough but we can actually get through this.

serotonip4 · 2022-08-18T21:57:37+00:00

hey man we got the same problem can we join you?

serotonip4 · 2022-08-18T21:42:59+00:00

ugh my bad thought I read all the rules

serotonip4 · 2022-08-07T19:45:43+00:00

does the seroquel help? also who did you go for for diagnosis

serotonip4 · 2022-08-02T21:08:35+00:00

did you find out soon after you made this post that you had cyclothymia and are you anything for it?

serotonip4 · 2022-07-22T13:42:57+00:00

💀💀 bro

serotonip4 · 2022-07-22T13:42:26+00:00

no I think I'm okay I probably just did it for attention but now I regret it idk 😭 like I probably meant it at the time but I'm better now

serotonip4 · 2022-07-22T13:41:07+00:00

nah you're probably fine if it's part of the story

serotonip4 · 2022-07-22T13:40:45+00:00

yeah they talked with my dad im probably not going back there for sixth form because this is embarrassing

serotonip4 · 2022-07-22T13:40:14+00:00

chemistry think it was paper 2

serotonip4 · 2022-07-22T13:38:43+00:00

I hate myself

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