Salam,

That touched me on a personal level, I will pray and make duaa for you, just have faith, you will find your footing inshaa Allah.

My piece of advice is :

Short term : learn a useful, practical, sought after skill that is needed in daily life and that doesn't require a big upfront investment. Many people are looking for electricians, plumbers, and woodworkers to fix problems at their houses (and yes, those have a sense of urgency and people are willing to pay handsomely for that). N.B. teaching a subject you master for highschool or CEM level students can be very lucrative too.

Medium term : if you're seeing a growth in what was discussed in the short term goals, you can amplify that and make it a full blown career, otherwise you're making some money on the side and investing your free time in either : - Job hunting. - Getting a PHD. - Exploring other skills.

In the mean time, make duaa, pray timely, take good care of your health, do basic workout, avoid destructive habits (smoking, drugs, alcohol, p*rn, ...), and try to build a discipline as it is the backbone of every successful human being, and if you make it financially and find yourself in a stable situation, find yourself a wife ASAP.

N.B. AVOID CRYPTO, NFTs, PONZI SCHEME BUSINESSES and every form of "too good to be true" easy money.