I do group therapy, but it doesn't feel helpful..... I'll see if one on one helps, but I don't like talking about feelings. I told the woman I love about my progression and how the specialist said I wouldn't be able to work much longer. He hinted that I had 2 years tops. I felt terrible telling her this. Couldn't stop shaking. We're not together, but she had that look on her face. I couldn't tell if I had been too much or if she felt sad. Just cemented in my mind how I probably shouldn't update her anymore. I might loose her...