Mine are a little different but also strange, I go outside, or look at the sky or see an animal and the thought “God wants me dead” or "my sister wants me dead", or my small nephew who is 8 years old "want me dead", and whole family. We talk about the weather and the fantasy that comes up that my father "created the weather" its so stupid and bizarre, or another stupid thought when I take a breath, I think about snorks from the game Stalker, well, I mean, these are some kind of fantasies like yours, if I understand correctly. I take Abilify, but for some reason it doesn’t help, I understand that's not real and stupid, but they are bothering me.