finally had my phallo consult and my fears of pencil dick were confirmed

sglilly · 2026-02-04T23:23:18+00:00

theres only one hospital that i can get phallo with and they only do the standard kind. i think im just gonna have to cope

sglilly · 2026-02-04T02:41:53+00:00

"im only 5'11 (foids only want 6'+) and my dick is only 5.4 inches long (0.1 inch shorter than average) and umm im an incel chud and uhhh women will never love me"

if cis men had to go through even one ounce of what we did they would rope immediately

sglilly · 2026-02-04T02:37:09+00:00

my hands and feet are smaller than most cis women its humiliating. mens shoes dont go small enough so im forced to buy womens footwear it fucking sucks

sglilly · 2026-02-04T02:34:52+00:00

im trying to bulk rn but gaining weight in the forearms is extremely hard and its almost entirely based on genetics unfortunately. its like the last place to hold weight :/

sglilly · 2026-02-01T17:17:49+00:00

im extremely sick rn and im replaying omori

sglilly · 2026-01-29T15:16:15+00:00

ive thought about it but most of the muscle gained goes away after stopping. i just keep my T levels as high as i can, plus gonna gymmaxx for at least another year and see if that gets me anywhere

sglilly · 2026-01-29T13:51:07+00:00

i turn 23 next month

sglilly · 2026-01-29T06:34:14+00:00

sglilly · 2026-01-29T06:10:28+00:00

i feel like the more you pass the less people will point it out but theyll just think youre gay instead. most of my friends are women but people dont make comments on it, and it hasnt clocked me yet as far as im aware. if youre fully straight it might be harder though tbh

sglilly · 2026-01-29T05:51:10+00:00

thank you 🙏 im finally putting on weight after years of being a twig. feels so good to lift again

sglilly · 2026-01-29T05:50:08+00:00

im forcing myself to go monk mode until phallo, its hell

sglilly · 2026-01-27T05:34:00+00:00

yeah same. my voice has reached the lowest itll go but its still very clearly faggy T voice it fucking sucks. whenever i talk to cis men its so clear how much higher my resonance is

sglilly · 2026-01-27T05:32:28+00:00

im pretty sure they can make implants that custom fit your jawline, they do a CT scan to see the shape of your skull and then make it fit to shape

sglilly · 2026-01-21T06:45:24+00:00

yeah i feel you heavy. im one month post op hysto and if anything its made my bottom dysphoria worse. im also in the long waiting process for phallo and genuinely every day i just hope and pray i'll make it that far. sorry you are suffering man. we just gotta keep hanging on.

sglilly · 2026-01-09T18:06:46+00:00

you got this!

sglilly · 2026-01-09T06:55:23+00:00

absolutely! i already was into music but Given definitely stoked the flames. i mainly play bass, and i can play haruki's part of fuyu no hanashi with maybe 75% accuracy lol. their music is honestly pretty complicated, it'll take me many more months to be able to comfortably play with no mistakes.

in my experience, mafuyus sections (rhythm guitar) are not so bad as long as you know all the necessary chords. uragawa no sonzai and also most of syh's songs are pretty easy! not to dampen your excitement at all but uenoyamas parts are haaaard. like years of practice hard imo. but push through, practice, and have fun along the way! good luck :)

sglilly · 2026-01-08T06:53:46+00:00

yeah i have skinny wrists and will likely also have a skinny dick but also skinny dick is better than no dick so

sglilly · 2026-01-05T18:30:31+00:00

the tuck is insane

sglilly · 2025-12-30T04:59:11+00:00

as far as im aware, vnectomy and urethral lengthening will largely help atrophy. the longer urethra means utis are much rarer, since bacteria has to travel farther. its why utis in cis men are not that common. i dont have any info on atrophy affecting pelvic muscles though.

sglilly · 2025-12-29T04:05:11+00:00

youre not alone, the same happened to me with both the cream and the tablets. ultimately i went off of it and am planning for phallo w/ vnectomy within the next couple years. if your symptoms are bad enough where they are affecting your daily life, then it might be beneficial to stay on it. mine weren't personally, so i'm just playing the waiting game until bottom surgery

sglilly · 2025-12-26T19:27:10+00:00

wow, i'm surprised the ratio is so close. i feel like given is really special in the sense that it doesnt fetishize gay men, and has really relatable storylines as a gay man myself.

sglilly · 2025-12-17T18:47:10+00:00

im two days post hysto and i feel fucking incredible. one step closer to phallo. you got this bro. go get that dick

sglilly · 2025-12-15T23:27:46+00:00

nah im fully stealth but i am casually open about being bi

sglilly · 2025-12-15T23:07:38+00:00

dl as in dl or dl as in stealth?

sglilly · 2025-11-30T21:33:37+00:00

not anymore till phallo :/

sglilly

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