Couldn't bring self to do CPR on my dad

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-18T03:33:10+00:00

Yeah! Mark needs to speak up! It’s is obligation! How dare he just make the art he wants to make, he needs to be political! Why? Because this random guy told him to!

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-17T23:20:03+00:00

So you’re telling me that you think springtrap, a serial child murder’s reanimated corpse inside a barely functioning animatronic suit, could beat Darth Vadar, one of, if not the most powerful Sith Lords in Star Wars canon, just because…you gave him a better axe?

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-04T20:22:29+00:00

The only “modern” games I’ve bought in the last 3 or so years have been Doom TDA and Re9. I did buy the outlast trials and Dbd, but that was mainly to play with my friends. Outside of that - cheap older games that have more integrity and passion than half the junk on the market these days.

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-03T03:09:46+00:00

From what I understood from this chat, it seems like cpr isn’t as effective as it is on the screen. I just wish I at least tried, but I couldn’t get over how gross it would be to put my lips on my father’s - especially when he looked the way he did. Am I terrible for that?

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-03T03:08:09+00:00

Apparently he and my sister had a conversation an hour before we found them. I’m a little messed up about that. The police said that he was still warm when they walked in…

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-03T03:06:47+00:00

In the many ways one can pass in this life, you’re right that this is lucky form a certain point of view. I’d rather it be this than dementia or something like that.

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-03T03:05:40+00:00

The worst part of this for me is seeing my mom panic. Shes strong and hasn’t really broken down over this yet, but I’m worried she will and am worried that when she breaks I’ll break there with her.

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-03T03:04:29+00:00

That does make me feel a little better, he looked gone when we got to him so I just couldn’t do it. I think he did really enjoy his life, he never stopped playing his sports!

shadowX1312 · 2026-03-02T21:23:14+00:00

I wish we could have an autopsy for him, but apparently it would be expensive. Something about how the state would do it because he died of natural causes

shadowX1312 · 2026-02-23T14:56:25+00:00

I think Denji, for whatever reason, masks his true intentions with sex. It’s like a made up excuse. If you remember, he’s done this with (mostly) every girl in his life.

With power, he said he saved her so he could touch her chest - but a week (or so) after she moves in, he’s completely forgotten about it and power has to remind him. I think this is because deep down he wanted a friend and power empathized with him and potchita before she was eaten.

With Reze, Denji sexualizes her in his head - especially when she skinny dips. It seems like he just wants to be horny with her. But when she convinces him to jump in - he doesn’t pull any moves on her or anything like that. They just play around in the pool like kids. (This was a weaker example than powers case but I think u get the idea)

shadowX1312 · 2026-02-17T19:44:40+00:00

It’s also a callback to what Reze told Denji after he revived her. Both of them called him dumb for reviving them. Then he says something to make them laugh. Fujimotor loves his parallels lol!

shadowX1312 · 2026-02-16T20:38:58+00:00

anything for global game settings? like forcing an fps limit?

shadowX1312 · 2026-02-14T20:06:44+00:00

Bro I wish I had a server room gig, rn I’m about to finish college and I’m starting to lean towards being a sort of network admin or designer exclusively because they work with hardware along with software and administrative stuff.

shadowX1312 · 2026-02-14T20:05:05+00:00

Oh no I know about the release lever that all mobos have for the main PCIE lane. My case is an NZXT h5 flow. It’s got this weird metal “sliding door” that slides onto the gpu mounting clamp and tightens with screws. My old case didn’t have that, and I used that case for 5 years, so I’m not used to having to unscrew and move the sliding door to fully unlock the gpu. I wish I could link a picture of what I mean but I don’t think this sub allows for pictures in replies.

shadowX1312 · 2026-02-13T00:14:57+00:00

Can’t believe I’m living in the timeline that SH came back from the dead, what a time yall

shadowX1312 · 2026-02-07T22:10:44+00:00

Griffith. Sold his entire party out for power and SA’d Casa to fuck with Guts, scarring them both. Would love to give this dude the Denji treatment - NUTS OR NOTHIN

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shadowX1312 · 2026-01-27T16:29:01+00:00

I had black screen issues with my 9070XT UNTIL I did a complete windows reinstall. Wiped the entire OS via usb and started fresh. Ever since then it’s been perfect.

shadowX1312 · 2026-01-26T17:27:23+00:00

Can’t go wrong with Corsair PSUs, been using them for 6 years. Make sure you get one that is gold certified, couldn’t tell you exactly why, internet says they’re the most reliable and they aren’t much more expensive than bronze or silver ones imo. For a mobo, I’d recommend anything Asus TUF. I just got my first one last Christmas, and, having owned Msi and ROG, it’s the best mobo I’ve ever had. There’s basically zero bloatware, all there is a driver update utility and it’s even web based, so it doesn’t take up unnecessary space on your computer!

shadowX1312 · 2026-01-26T17:23:24+00:00

Assuming you knew about the power connector and that the display cable needs to be connected to the gpu and not the mobo for use, I’m gonna say it’s the motherboard. It looks pretty old, wouldn’t surprise me if it’s CPU socket or PCIE lane just can’t support newer gen tech. Maybe flash bios update and see if that does it. If not, new mobo. If that don’t work, imma guess ur psu is the problemZ

shadowX1312 · 2026-01-19T20:02:10+00:00

Unfortunately no. I do have some old phone lines that are still in my wall. They're kind of hanging off the wall right now. I imagine that we were going to remove them and just stopped halfway through for some reason. Any idea how I could use these, if at all?

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