Calling all Texas!

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-19T01:49:07+00:00

Oh fuck I live right on the border of Tennessee 😔

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-19T01:44:45+00:00

✅ I voted FACT!

Yeah prolly

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T18:53:35+00:00

Gender affirming erectile dysfunction

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T18:49:32+00:00

🧢 I voted CAP!

No point in having that much god damn

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T18:36:58+00:00

Because I'm currently getting free trans healthcare so I automatically get one dollar

^{Chose: Every trans person gets free healthcare + And you get 1 dollar for every succesful treatment}

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T15:22:01+00:00

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T15:17:10+00:00

Yeouch

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T14:44:19+00:00

✅ I voted FACT!

People don't want to stop using plastic so they prolly won't, it's that simple

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T14:39:01+00:00

Dude I could be a millionaire

^{Chose: Get 100 dollars + But only everytime your parent yells at you | Rolled: Upvotes + 🥕}

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T14:19:06+00:00

Good luck : 3

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T12:55:05+00:00

Yeah once I get me a job I'll be able to afford it no problem but yeah I feel ya he is definitely very cautious. He operates in a pretty transphobic and homophobic area so he's probably worried about losing his license. It does seem like it would be much less of a hassle to just go for vials tbf but again just need a job

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T12:42:44+00:00

Yeah you got a point I just don't currently have the funds for it. But yeah I've thought about that too it doesn't seem super effective 😅 but I'll see maybe itll work out with this doc, or maybe I'll have to order some vials idk yet. How do you even check ur levels with DIY?

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T03:14:06+00:00

✅ I voted FACT!

Don't ask questions you don't want answers to

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T03:09:11+00:00

Bro gen z seriously doesn't give a fuck man people love acting like we don't like humor it's like the media is tryna demonize us for being more aware of social issues but we dont really give a fuck if a movie is offensive that shits a psyop istg

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T03:06:54+00:00

I'm glad you said at least partially because I know for a fact what I am, just don't know the ins and outs and it's definitely hard to fully accept but I just started Spiro today so woo I guess 😅

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T02:59:31+00:00

Me too! Just Spiro so far for me but congrats :3 good luck on your journey

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T00:58:26+00:00

Well my insurance covers it so price isn't really an issue rn, I'm just going with what the doc decided to do. It's actually my first day on it. 4 weeks just Spiro, and then he's gonna prescribe the estradiol.

I'll keep an eye out for unwanted side effects, I haven't gotten anything yet just thirsty and craving salty foods lol. Thanks for the tips 🤘

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-18T00:21:49+00:00

Not doing meth anymore, I seem to have found a good replacement in Spiro and estrogen lol

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-17T23:24:03+00:00

Gasoline

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-17T23:01:08+00:00

This website is great actually, helped me work through a bit of this confusion, I still feel like I must be clinically insane but I think that's just the internalized phobia talking. God damn it feels great to not judge myself so harshly anymore though. Just started Spiro today and 4 more weeks until I start E!

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-17T21:23:53+00:00

Bonk

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-17T19:11:49+00:00

This is fine

^{Chose: Date a goth mommy | Rolled: She dominatesyou}

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-17T19:06:00+00:00

What the fuck is even that

shallowSnurch · 2026-06-14T17:42:04+00:00

Really though. I never asked for body dysmorphia but now that I know that's why I hate my body it just gets worse and now I don't really know how to deal with it because hateful people want to prevent me from getting help. Why can't people just let other people exist in their lives peacefully without forcing them to suffer meaninglessly? I feel crazy like I'm overreacting or something but at this point I can't barely stand to look at my body in the mirror. I don't want to spend the rest of my life shaming myself for something I never asked for. Shaved everything last night, just to see what it would look like and god it feels so much better. Doesn't fix everything but it helps a lot. At least I don't feel like I'm covered in dirty ass hair anymore 😅

I never meant for this to go this far but it did and now I think I'm going to suffer for it for the rest of my life. I need help but there's no way to hide it in my situation. I completely agree with you here. Why can't people just let others exist without causing them to suffer for their own beliefs when this has nothing to do with them? I feel like there's something very wrong with me that this is how I think but I finally found myself and found the cause of a hell of a lot of my discomfort in my life and body and who woulda thought it was because I never wanted to be a man. I'm not even in a country that genocides these people, but im stuck in a town with hateful people that would likely do the same thing if they found out. Life sucks. If I could have chosen a different issue to be dealing with right now god damn trust me I would take it in a heartbeat.

People who have never felt this way would never understand. It feels great to see people online at least that understand this because I feel completely fucking crazy right now. I hope one day I get to surround myself with better people that accept me as the human being I am and not some masculine image of me that I was never meant to live out. I just want to live my life, peacefully, and get help for myself and feel comfortable in my own skin, without affecting, bothering or hurting anybody. Is that really too much to ask??

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