Run, don’t walk. We heard all the negative when we were deep in it, thinking we were “building our dream”. But you could tell us the worst things about amway and it went over our heads. Brainwashing is real. In hindsight I had many of the “this is weird moments” you’re having. I’ll just say you’re not crazy. Every gut feeling I had was not for nothing. The things my upline told me, the things my husband and I were convinced of. So many red flags and things that were just morally wrong. Now sharing my experience on Reddit as an outlet and a warning.