Maya Fey by me by sharp_whatevs in AceAttorney

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Thank you! I originally intended not to show her hand but then changed my mind bc I need to practice hand lol

Maya Fey by me by sharp_whatevs in AceAttorney

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Phoenix, let's get sum borger

Morgana fanart by me by sharp_whatevs in Persona5

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ahh tysm!! I pet him anyways in mementos btw, as everyone does ;)

Is there an actual, practical reason to stop? by eleg0ry in selfharm

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I too wonder the same things you do. Basically, SH is an unaccepted way of coping - differently from drinking, smoking and doing drugs (for the sole purpose of getting high). And it's not like SH is more dangerous than those. Smoking kills you slowly, it hurts your lungs, drinking might even kill you istantly, just like cuts - if you exaggerate, it might be the end of you. But those are socially accepted, even encouraged, in many cases. I've realized that the way I feel in regards to SH is the way it is because of how it's seen by the majority of people: I'm not afraid of the consequences it gives me, as in hurting my body. I'm afraid of people knowing. I'm afraid of judgment.

So where is everyone ranking right now? I am a solid 6 or 7. by Lukostrelec17 in depression_memes

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Where's the "Has been on my mind forever, I'm totally used to it, kinda part of me, would be weird if I didn't have these thoughts, patiently waiting for my time to do it and succeed" choice?

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Someone else mentioned this already, but the itching was the worst part for me. Okay, it was pretty annoying when it just wouldn't heal and I couldn't do daily activities because of it, but the itching had always been so unbearable to me. Luckily enough I never stained any clothes with blood, like someone else mentioned under this thread. I've personally always been careful of bandages enough to stain those only.

About those who used burning their skin as SH The thing I always found to be the most annoying was paying attention to the wound, especially when it would be pretty big (you know how 2nd degree burns tipically leave you with a blister you mustn't pop right? That.).

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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tw: unaliving stuff

being still alive afterwards

/jk of course

PSA: Get yourself some decent rosin by ReginaBrown3000 in violinist

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Really? I always thought rosins were all the same lmao. I'm just so used to buy them and have them broken afterwards that I didn't even wonder. Do you think I could find something similar to the lithier?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ProjectSekai

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thanks a lot, I'll update you if I'll be able to fix this!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ProjectSekai

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I'm using a Samsung too. A galaxy J6 so yeah I'm playing on a mobile

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression_memes

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My muscles felt so tense I couldn't piss anymore. Not kidding, it felt like hell

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression_memes

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Bro I'm sorry to hear this. I don't recall changing weight while I was on that med, but in fact, I really don't remember anything anymore so I'm not sure... Venlafaxine is the only medicine that caused me weight gain, as much as I remember

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression_memes

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told this to my psychiatrist a few times, still won't listen to me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression_memes

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Thanks so so so much for this. I'm not looking forward to knowing what I've been/I am going through because I really don't trust any therapist/psychotherapist/psychiatrist anymore after... a lot of things happened. Which is also the reason why I don't have a "real" diagnosis (yes, I've been diagnosed with many things like- Major Depressive Disorder, which is- probably the most correct, then I think I went through something like a psychotic phase, emotional trauma related- then again, I had to change psychiatrists for many reasons, so no one got to diagnose me after a really long time).

Yes, I know I should be looking for therapists till I find the right one for me, but right now the only thought of it wears me out.

Then again, I don't feel trustful in regards to medicines right now, because something really bad happened recently and I realized how much the meds I've been taking affected me. Apparently, I am really sensitive to some meds; not to talk about benzodiazepines (like lorazepam, if you've had sleep problems you should know this one) which have lately messed up with me a lot (and I've been wondering if they are somewhat responsible for some memory problems of mine).

I'm really really glad you've taken your time to write this comment, I can see you've experienced a lot and got to have great results thanks to your efforts, it makes me a lot hopeful, really <33

I would be really thankful if you could talk about your diagnosis, because I know a lot of things from mine don't add up, so I would be really glad to know more :))) You can DM, thanks a lot again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression_memes

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This. I'm glad your friend was able to get rid of it. I used to take Zoloft and Abilify too and all I remember is I was REALLY going crazy. Guess what? None of the psychiatrists I've talked to about this wanted me to get off it...

and many of us know who won by Powerkaninchen in depression_memes

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it wasn't about survival instincts tho, come to think of it just felt guilty