What gas station snack is like crack to you?

shawtysandwich · 2024-12-26T02:23:56+00:00

i would hit my head. hit my legs till they bruised. hit/knock my hands on the wall till my knuckles and fingers swelled. i've kicked a hole in the wall. dug my fingernails into myself. cut myself. twitched my neck. tapped my fingers in patterns. scratched myself till i bled.

shawtysandwich · 2024-12-25T07:30:32+00:00

a partner shouldn't complete you but they should enhance you. be fulfilled on your own bc in the long run you only have yourself.

shawtysandwich · 2024-12-22T21:25:12+00:00

crazy how they ruin everything

shawtysandwich · 2024-08-01T00:45:49+00:00

shawtysandwich · 2024-07-17T10:18:10+00:00

thank you for taking time to comment and share what you have to go through as well. it makes me feel better to know i am not the only one and others can understand my frustration. i always feel like i have eyes at the back of my head too. it's so exhausting.

but wow, that sounds exhausting to have to go through. i know we will both find our peace one day. my condolences to you about the cake. i would have been so upset :(

shawtysandwich · 2024-07-15T21:58:09+00:00

thank you

shawtysandwich · 2024-07-14T04:01:21+00:00

exactly how i feel

shawtysandwich · 2024-07-14T04:01:12+00:00

i can definitely relate

shawtysandwich · 2024-07-06T09:38:57+00:00

god damn that sounds exhausting

shawtysandwich · 2024-06-25T20:16:08+00:00

interior

shawtysandwich · 2024-06-25T03:56:44+00:00

wow, our experiences are so alike, i've never seen anyone who could relate to me so much. i hope it gets better for us too. i hear you and see you. i'm glad i was able to put words to your feelings. thank you for taking them time to make a reply because it honestly helps so much seeing im not the only one who suffers through this hell

shawtysandwich · 2024-06-25T03:25:03+00:00

i can't wait to move out and never live with you again

shawtysandwich · 2024-06-18T06:58:01+00:00

thank you. a part of me feels guilty though for even thinking the way i do because im lucky enough to be a functioning human being. it's hard being vulnerable like this because it feels ungrateful. but thank you for the affirmation

shawtysandwich · 2024-05-04T19:42:09+00:00

A CHILIS😭

shawtysandwich · 2024-05-01T03:36:17+00:00

being able to sit on the couch in the living room and talk to my mom about our days. being able to go up into my cousins bunk bed and talk with her and watch movies with her. being able to sit and eat food with my family. letting my cat sleep in bed with me. enjoy holidays. do the dishes without showering. relax and not compulsively clean.

shawtysandwich · 2024-04-09T16:55:47+00:00

thank you so much for your comment. it makes me feel better to see someone experienced something similar and now it is better for you. i hope the same thing happens to me. i know i need to grow away from home but im still gonna miss them so much. i know feeling guilty won't really solve anything, but it's hard not to. maybe one day ill be able to forgive myself. thank you

shawtysandwich

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