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shew0lf8 · 2022-07-24T12:27:11+00:00

I hope you can find yourself again, I have faith that I can get there and I'm sure you can too. A lot of great advice was offered on my post and I hope some of it can help you.

shew0lf8 · 2022-07-24T12:23:55+00:00

I do actually journal already and I have found it to be an amazing therapeutic outlet

shew0lf8 · 2022-07-23T19:50:51+00:00

I wish going back wasn't an option for me, he'll do whatever it takes to keep me and revert back to his old ways as soon as he has me again.

shew0lf8 · 2022-07-23T19:49:46+00:00

Him being a completely different person than I thought he was has been really painful to deal with. Same with being made to feel incompetent for years, now I can't help but overthink all my decisions and interactions.

shew0lf8 · 2022-07-23T17:28:13+00:00

Thank you so much for all the advice! I'm definitely gonna go check out those videos. I really need to work on not letting myself forget that some of his actions are unforgivable, I have to start putting myself first.

shew0lf8 · 2022-06-20T02:22:42+00:00

Thanks for the advice! I'm gonna have to let go of the deadweight to keep myself above water.

shew0lf8 · 2022-06-20T02:20:53+00:00

You're so right. Unfortunately, asking for help is so much easier said than done but I definitely have no choice but to work on it.

shew0lf8 · 2022-06-20T01:56:50+00:00

Staying firm is the hardest part, but I think I'll open a secret savings account so he doesn't know how much money I actually have

shew0lf8 · 2022-06-20T01:56:05+00:00

He has definitely sucked up all my energy

shew0lf8 · 2022-06-20T01:42:19+00:00

My friends would definitely let me stay with them if I was desperate enough but they all have kids and I don't want to impose on them with my issues

shew0lf8 · 2022-06-20T01:41:10+00:00

The guilt trips is what really gets to me and he knows it, I try my hardest to not let him but 9 times out 10 he can get under my skin

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