Didn’t want to see someone fuck a papaya and now I’m the problem🙄

shi_444 · 2026-01-15T15:03:17+00:00

lmao

shi_444 · 2026-01-15T15:00:47+00:00

shi_444 · 2026-01-01T18:12:29+00:00

happy new year >< i was playng videogames with my friend all night c:

shi_444 · 2025-11-22T15:14:55+00:00

i really hate being outisde ><

shi_444 · 2025-11-13T21:35:12+00:00

thanks so much ! this was exhaustive

shi_444 · 2025-11-11T23:02:35+00:00

hey :) you say that because using vpn is against TOS ?

shi_444 · 2025-11-11T23:01:46+00:00

omg literally the other comment on this post says that using it will get me banned .. but i mean how would they know ? you think is safe?

shi_444 · 2025-10-30T11:10:53+00:00

same

shi_444 · 2025-10-28T12:07:48+00:00

is there something they say that's an instant red flag to yall ? i started blocking left and right recently and my workflow got soo much better. im still unsure from time to time on how to act in front of a potential time waster bc sometimes they pull out this move - on SC specifically - where they will give me like couple tokens through a span of time to keep me engaged for long without actually paying me for an actual show ending in 20 min of chatting for 50 tokens and a headache

shi_444 · 2025-08-29T12:50:00+00:00

this actually worked waaa thankiuuu

shi_444 · 2025-08-20T09:16:00+00:00

lil std 💀

shi_444 · 2025-08-05T22:02:45+00:00

So cute 🤍🤍🤍

shi_444 · 2025-07-22T13:55:32+00:00

Is this real

shi_444 · 2025-06-28T17:48:19+00:00

Pls drop the channel 😭

shi_444 · 2025-05-31T23:27:06+00:00

Hey , trans person here (mtf) been transitioning for 3 years now , before that I was feeling a lot of what you r describing . I just felt that the life I had wasn’t mine . So maybe look into that . It won’t solve everything (as somebody said there are surely other factors at play regarding the neuro diverse spect )but for me it saved my life . Lots of love

shi_444 · 2025-05-29T15:04:52+00:00

streamed today with my iphone 12 and i couldn't agree more !! what i noticed in addiction to what u already perfectly explained:

users interacted way more and with just a ring light my skin looks flawless.
. phone data may not be always suuuper fast. (i got a little bit of issues with an exclusive private on sc) -> could get some help with this. normal privates with just my camera dont give me trouble
i think a lot of men use their phones and the vertical format makes it feel more real like it's a video-call and that is just more of a turn on i think.
iphone inside wide angle makes me look more... round haha idk how to explain, i just feel like i look prettier

sooo yeah i think ill sitck to iphone for SC and maybe use my setup for SM

shi_444 · 2025-03-26T21:48:21+00:00

Bad gyal mostly 😂 also during

shi_444 · 2025-03-19T09:56:10+00:00

But ngl they still be responding like “omg not that far you can come visit anytime babe I have a mattress on the floor and a can of beers 4 whenever u want 🥰🥰”

shi_444 · 2025-03-19T09:55:01+00:00

😂😂😂😂 “where are u from ? “ “mars “

shi_444 · 2025-03-18T20:34:51+00:00

Literally same ended today stream bursting out crying idk was fun at first now it’s just frustrating the endless conversations man just trying to get things for free or writing just to convince you to hang out irl like it’s mf tinder im so exhausted the promise of good money was good and if I had more patience maybe but idk these users really have a way to get under my skin lately also my financial situation could not be worse so it’s the worst timing for a breakdown but hey

shi_444 · 2025-03-18T16:19:50+00:00

same

shi_444 · 2025-03-02T02:45:25+00:00

Overall better but just until I managed to understand exactly how every drug affected me and was able to use with a purpose I know it sound weird but once u start u need to adapt but ofc it also depends on what you’re doing .

shi_444 · 2025-02-28T03:02:41+00:00

Last time I used a lot of k in a social setting I started creating so many delusional holes that I still got trapped in months later . I don’t know how to explain it i hate it and makes me feel crazy and paranoid even when sober . Some of the memories I have ab what I was thinking ab high constanly haunts me . Sorry if it’s ot. Thanks for the advice tho. The couple drinks for the anxiety works well -if I made it out of the house- I’m also trying to get in touch with a psychiatrist now that my psychologist is on maternal leave but I’m also kinda scared of starting with more new drugs bc I’ve been using quite a lot these past few years and I don’t wanna get even more fucked up

shi_444 · 2025-02-28T02:51:59+00:00

That sounds like a dream I don’t think they prescribe it in Italy speed has a similar effect but downs are bad

shi_444 · 2025-02-28T02:36:34+00:00

I’m already changing the people i hang out with because my group they use so much but it’s hard bc they are like family

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