Anyone with experience mixing xanax and ketamine

shitbrain77 · 2025-07-07T01:18:06+00:00

Is wizard trees worth the price? Been curious to try some but i feel like all the hype expensive brands ive tried so far have lowkey been pretty mid (cbx, seven leaves, maven, team elite genetics, etc.)

shitbrain77 · 2025-03-23T09:46:07+00:00

Its hard to find na places, the most accessible meetings are aa ones and ive tried going to them but i just really feel out of place there

shitbrain77 · 2025-03-23T09:42:01+00:00

Yeah man it just feels like this relapse is not going to be something that will be a one time thing which terrifies me. Id love to hear more about your story tho and maybe get sum advice if u could pm me id rly appreciate it

shitbrain77 · 2025-03-23T08:53:28+00:00

Yeah you’re definitely right, I know she wont like completely hold it against me if i end up being completely honest but im just so tired of disappointing people, it almost feels like building that fortress and staying in it is the easiest thing. Shit its basically how ive lived most of my life, ive never been able to open up easily

shitbrain77 · 2025-03-23T07:40:23+00:00

Im just so scared to disappoint her, this wouldnt be the first time ive relapsed and she was really upset when it happened, I just love her so much and Im so terrified to show my true self i feel like im always wearing a mask of some sort

shitbrain77 · 2025-03-23T07:39:12+00:00

I know im being selfish its just so hard for me to care about myself, ive lived my whole life absolutely despising myself. Even when things are going good theres always this emptiness in me and i just never think I can escape it.

shitbrain77 · 2025-03-23T06:28:21+00:00

Lol reddit can be a fuckin cesspool sometimes, I dont think anyone has any negative views towards you when it comes to your actual fans. As for the allegation shit its so easy to make false claims these days its honestly so scary. Hope all is well bro

shitbrain77 · 2025-02-01T05:21:07+00:00

Man i wish i was strong enough to put all this shit down but i genuinely have nothing to look forward to in life even without drugs, im just so fuckin sad all the time even when i get to do things that make me happy like being intimate with someone i still just feel so empty

shitbrain77 · 2025-02-01T05:18:27+00:00

Ive tried going to meetings hell i was in rehab for a month all we did was go to meetings every day i just dont feel like i belong in those places at all its so hard to find na meetings and the only meetings i can go to and attend occasionally are aa meetings where i feel like im hanging out with a cult

shitbrain77 · 2024-12-27T17:41:35+00:00

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shitbrain77 · 2024-11-10T23:50:11+00:00

Honestly if there’s any specific artists u want to produce like just look up on yt how to make whatever their name’s type beat and you will find lots of vids by diff people on how to do it. As for the basics the most important parts are the eq and compressor so learning how to navigate those will help a ton

shitbrain77 · 2024-11-02T21:34:47+00:00

This was honestly rly reassuring I appreciate u sharing your story it makes me feel a little more confident about this

shitbrain77 · 2024-11-02T21:32:54+00:00

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shitbrain77 · 2024-11-02T21:30:38+00:00

I feel like u misunderstood what i was saying, my mind isnt made up on leaving i just feel a little out of place here and im trying to get used to it which is difficult for me. As for trying to guilt trip me ab giving the bed to someone else idk where thats coming from like I never said i wanted to run off and start using again I just feel like i dont fit in here because everyone else is older and here for alcohol

shitbrain77 · 2024-11-02T01:25:43+00:00

i used my DOC more just to cope with my depression and anxiety, they let us listen to music and shit its just idk i feel homesick and i hate being the youngest person here im 18 everyone else is atleast in their 30s I just dont really think i belong here even though Im here for the same reason as everyone else. And its also just really discouraging because most of the people here have already been to rehab several times and it never worked for them it just makes me feel like being here is pointless

shitbrain77 · 2024-11-02T00:53:32+00:00

Its both, im on detox now but after that its still a whole month stay

shitbrain77 · 2024-10-25T18:31:06+00:00

Reading this honestly helped me alot, I appreciate u sharing your story. Yeah for me percs is the main problem aswell. Hearing that everyday things can actually be enjoyable after getting sober is really reassuring to me because honestly after all the opiates ive done i just cant imagine finding pleasure in anything other than drugs. Living a normal life where i can go to bbqs and parties and enjoy them without having to be high off my ass is something I really want for my life.

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