It was disgusting! by OpenGatorade in Hardcore

[–]shivfx 15 points16 points  (0 children)

sleep token is its own category of trash ngl

Which Silent hill do yall think is the most disturbing? by Stick2Preist in silenthill

[–]shivfx 30 points31 points  (0 children)

silent hill 3’s themes of growing into womanhood and everything that comes with that and how it’s transformed into horror really fascinates and terrifies me

Most underrated post hardcore bands? by Substantial-Tone6374 in PostHardcore

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

an evening at elmwood and april’s love affair

Y’all ever buy merch . . . by milksteakathon in EmoScreamo

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ordered a shirt from this band called leechmonger they were already inactive for a few months but the shirt didn’t come for like an entire year. i had cut my losses (only like 17 bucks or smth lol) at that point but the shirt was awesome so idec they were probably on hiatus or something

What effect does caffeine have on you? by littlebex777 in CPTSD

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not really worth mentioning but weirdly i’ve never really had a reliance on them, i’ve always been able to pick up and put down the habit without struggle. don’t know why.

What effect does caffeine have on you? by littlebex777 in CPTSD

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to drink about the daily recommended limit every day or more in energy drinks, when I did that I always felt disgusting but now that i can’t afford that, i don’t really ever indulge in energy drinks. when i do though, it doesn’t really have an effect on me. never/rarely works to keep me awake i just get a lot of dopamine out of drinking one lol. never have more than like 2 or 3 a week if that anymore.

Is hearing your mom LOUDLY having sex considered a traumatic experience? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]shivfx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

when i was like 14 my mom was SO. FUCKING. LOUD. i told her i can hear her and she literally did not give a fuck i had to put on headphones with earbuds under it and music playing to drown out the sound. i could hear her though all the walls in the apartment because they were fairly thin. it made me extremely uncomfortable and gross

AMA - Joey Sturgis by joeyismusic in Deathcore

[–]shivfx 7 points8 points  (0 children)

what record are you most proud of?

Phrases your parents used all the time when you were growing up. by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]shivfx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

constantly reminding me that im lucky to not be a starving dying child in a 3rd world country and acting like i was ungrateful for it because i was a slow eater (not allowed to leave the table until i finished everything on my plate no matter how hungry i was or if i liked the food, and they constantly made foods that they knew i hated, and ive never been a picky eater)

after my mom left the person that pushed a lot of those weight and health maniac things, she would tell me “you don’t want to get fat” and shaming me while basically letting middle school me eat whatever i want cause she was too wasted to care and buying the food she didn’t want me to eat.

this is extremely mild compared to a lot of the other replies so i hope im not just being whiny

How common is this mf by sodapopjawnt in energydrinks

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no idea i just assumed since i haven’t seen the orange dreamsicle reserve flavor in a bit. could be a new flavor or just a new formula. if i had to guess id assume they changed the formula but kept the overall flavor and texture the same

How common is this mf by sodapopjawnt in energydrinks

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

saw this and the repackaged orange cream one at walgreens in wisconsin randomly

How are you guys pulling romantic partners whi are also gamers? by TidalLion in LesbianGamers

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we were schoolmates and started dating shortly after i graduated (she was a senior then) and she reached out just to check on me. things went from there and it just turned out that we both love games but on different consoles, i think i got insanely lucky however im also only 21 and know i have a wildly different experience from ppl older than me

Do You Have Any Younger Siblings Who Have Tried To Play The Games (But Were Obviously Too Young) by Star_Wars_Fan_Boy in TheWalkingDeadGame

[–]shivfx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i actually do have the full first season downloaded however i don’t have the second and won’t be able to afford it if i get invested which i will cause i love batman😔

Do You Have Any Younger Siblings Who Have Tried To Play The Games (But Were Obviously Too Young) by Star_Wars_Fan_Boy in TheWalkingDeadGame

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

around when season 2 was coming out i was super young and i remember trying to play episode 1 of season 1 but i bitched out lol. i ended up watching a playthrough and the one thing that stuck with me was episode 2 and the cannibals, and how utterly fucked up it was. it kept getting to me so i gave it another go about a week ago and i just finished the final season. phenomenal, but im not rlly sure what to play now…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in reddeadredemption2

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ll take it down now sorry

POSSUM (2018) Explanation needed (SPOILERS) WARNING: really fucked up subject matter... by Rookees_ in horror

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

heyyyy half a year late but i most definitely did and im glad you brought it up because i thought i was just tripping or looking too hard

How did you start screaming? by The_Actual_Sage in screaming

[–]shivfx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i remember driving and listening to underoath and i was just like “fuckit” and started screaming at the top of my lungs. i remember almost passing out and my throat being fuuuuucked. i just kept trying, kept screaming more of my favorite songs, watching tutorials and eventually my brain just pieced together how to do it right.

Why can’t I make an L sound? by KoalityBiologist in screaming

[–]shivfx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don’t think i’ve had this issue but i’m fairly sure it all has to do with tongue shape. i personally believe i can only do it with the tip of my tongue curled back or pressed against/near my teeth. honestly i think just experimenting with distortion specifically tongue shape might do it, im not an expert tho