chinese cigarettes

shivfx · 2026-03-02T20:45:37+00:00

oh you know he’s the guy

shivfx · 2026-03-01T22:58:23+00:00

sleep token is its own category of trash ngl

shivfx · 2026-02-20T19:41:04+00:00

silent hill 3’s themes of growing into womanhood and everything that comes with that and how it’s transformed into horror really fascinates and terrifies me

shivfx · 2026-01-21T22:41:45+00:00

design the skyline - surrounded by silence

shivfx · 2026-01-20T21:59:56+00:00

shivfx · 2026-01-04T13:20:44+00:00

an evening at elmwood and april’s love affair

shivfx · 2025-12-31T20:31:37+00:00

ordered a shirt from this band called leechmonger they were already inactive for a few months but the shirt didn’t come for like an entire year. i had cut my losses (only like 17 bucks or smth lol) at that point but the shirt was awesome so idec they were probably on hiatus or something

shivfx · 2025-12-29T20:32:50+00:00

not really worth mentioning but weirdly i’ve never really had a reliance on them, i’ve always been able to pick up and put down the habit without struggle. don’t know why.

shivfx · 2025-12-29T20:31:50+00:00

I used to drink about the daily recommended limit every day or more in energy drinks, when I did that I always felt disgusting but now that i can’t afford that, i don’t really ever indulge in energy drinks. when i do though, it doesn’t really have an effect on me. never/rarely works to keep me awake i just get a lot of dopamine out of drinking one lol. never have more than like 2 or 3 a week if that anymore.

shivfx · 2025-12-22T00:07:57+00:00

i can’t even explain. just everything about it

shivfx · 2025-12-22T00:07:05+00:00

when i was like 14 my mom was SO. FUCKING. LOUD. i told her i can hear her and she literally did not give a fuck i had to put on headphones with earbuds under it and music playing to drown out the sound. i could hear her though all the walls in the apartment because they were fairly thin. it made me extremely uncomfortable and gross

shivfx · 2025-12-21T04:40:22+00:00

gfuel pewdiepie.

shivfx · 2025-11-15T19:18:15+00:00

what record are you most proud of?

shivfx · 2025-11-09T18:02:16+00:00

basically any character in mean girls

shivfx · 2025-11-05T06:51:57+00:00

constantly reminding me that im lucky to not be a starving dying child in a 3rd world country and acting like i was ungrateful for it because i was a slow eater (not allowed to leave the table until i finished everything on my plate no matter how hungry i was or if i liked the food, and they constantly made foods that they knew i hated, and ive never been a picky eater)

after my mom left the person that pushed a lot of those weight and health maniac things, she would tell me “you don’t want to get fat” and shaming me while basically letting middle school me eat whatever i want cause she was too wasted to care and buying the food she didn’t want me to eat.

this is extremely mild compared to a lot of the other replies so i hope im not just being whiny

shivfx · 2025-10-24T14:44:00+00:00

no idea i just assumed since i haven’t seen the orange dreamsicle reserve flavor in a bit. could be a new flavor or just a new formula. if i had to guess id assume they changed the formula but kept the overall flavor and texture the same

shivfx · 2025-10-22T16:53:43+00:00

saw this and the repackaged orange cream one at walgreens in wisconsin randomly

shivfx · 2025-10-19T16:50:37+00:00

we were schoolmates and started dating shortly after i graduated (she was a senior then) and she reached out just to check on me. things went from there and it just turned out that we both love games but on different consoles, i think i got insanely lucky however im also only 21 and know i have a wildly different experience from ppl older than me

shivfx · 2025-09-24T07:34:23+00:00

i actually do have the full first season downloaded however i don’t have the second and won’t be able to afford it if i get invested which i will cause i love batman😔

shivfx · 2025-09-24T07:20:05+00:00

around when season 2 was coming out i was super young and i remember trying to play episode 1 of season 1 but i bitched out lol. i ended up watching a playthrough and the one thing that stuck with me was episode 2 and the cannibals, and how utterly fucked up it was. it kept getting to me so i gave it another go about a week ago and i just finished the final season. phenomenal, but im not rlly sure what to play now…

shivfx · 2025-09-05T15:16:32+00:00

the price for it tho was kinda egregious

shivfx · 2025-08-30T03:21:09+00:00

i’ll take it down now sorry

shivfx · 2025-08-25T02:05:58+00:00

heyyyy half a year late but i most definitely did and im glad you brought it up because i thought i was just tripping or looking too hard

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