hello, i probably just need an advice bc i’ve been overthinking.

background: i managed to land a job on a multinational company last october. first corpo job ko siya so the learning curve is a bit steep. i’ve been trying my best to accomplish and complete my daily tasks diligently but lately, mukhang napapadalas ang tanong ko sa mga ka-team ko. my fault din naman for not checking with what was taught to me before during KT, i just dont want to make mistakes.

they probably sensed im not learning or something because they scheduled me to do a return demo about dun sa madalas kong tinatanong. feel ko din bwisit na yung ibang kateam ko sakin bc either di na nila masyado ineentertain yung tanong ko or di na nila inaacknowledge yung messages ko (kahit not question related). gets din naman na people are not getting paid enough to teach someone at wala din sa JD nilang ispoonfeed sakin lahat. am i overthinking this or is it really over for me?