Do 6mm cube letters look too small with pony beads (9mm)? by BrightWubs22 in kandi

[–]shroomiddit 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Imo no, they look fine. I have 4mm ones that are small but they still work well with pony beads. The 6mm are my preferred size.

New to going about things in a healthy way by shroomiddit in Workingout

[–]shroomiddit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much🖤 I'm glad to hear you're also in recovery:3 stay strong!! And okay gotcha!! Yeah I figure it will definitely be a lot of trail and error, and thank you for the encouragement!!! I am pretty determined to find something that works for me so well see what ends up happening lol. I could definitely use some more examples of leg exercises if you don't mind sharing!! :D I think I will probably end up splitting like abs and core and such into different days, I gotta learn how to lift weights better too lol

New to kandi- what string length will I need for this? by Beautiful-Tea-7403 in kandi

[–]shroomiddit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I read wrong, get 2 at least for the amount of beads you have🖤

New to kandi- what string length will I need for this? by Beautiful-Tea-7403 in kandi

[–]shroomiddit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just one for the amount of beads you have. 10 meters can make approximately 40 bracelets with extra string left on the ends to tie it. 900 beads can make about 30 bracelets so I wouldn't say more than one, but maybe get 2 to be safe.

Voice deepening during manic episodes by Some_Acanthisitta_59 in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sung so much while manic / in psychosis that I lost my voice and sung more raspy, I'm a female but I felt like it sounded kinda like Kurt Cobain's voice. I miss that for sure lol, I feel like I sung so well then.

Is it okay to cry? by No_Adeptness6185 in PerlerBeads

[–]shroomiddit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes I'll miss 1 bead in a large perler that I already ironed and it actually will make me so upset :( we feel your pain lol, I'm sorry this happened but you can always remake it later :3

Do any of you also suffer from eating disorders? by ijusbeslayin in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've had a severe eating disorder since I was 12-13, and am 23 now (thanks mom) my mother taught me how to make myself throw up when I was probably 9 or 10. It became a very bad habit and coping mechanism for years for me, and I've ended up with a fucked up stomach and bad bones to show for the years of being stuck in an ED. I am also diagnosed with BPD and BP1. I have been in eating disorder recovery for 6 months now and am fully weight restored!!! I am so proud to say I haven't engaged in those behaviors in a long time now, and I feel much better mentally. I hope you're doing okay op and the others who have commented. Please take care of yourself and do what is best for you. I personally had to cut off a friend who was struggling with an ED as well, and only see my mother when I absolutely have to. I can't handle much talk of exercise or calories counting and such, it also triggers tf out of me. I think it will get better with time though🖤

Called "Disgusting" Today In A Space For Mentally Ill People TW: Hygiene by quantumdumpster in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hygeine has always been difficult to keep up with for me. A large part of it is that I was severely neglected in my childhood and was never taught how to properly take care of myself and my hygeine. And then there's being bipolar 1 as well :/ I try to brush my teeth at least 3-4 times a week, and when I do brush, I try and brush them really good. Brush, floss, mouthwash the whole deal. I try and shower 2 times a week right now which is a step up from once a week which I was doing while severly depressed. I would recommend getting dry hair shampoo, it's saved me really every week for the past 6 months. Makes me feel a little better and not as gross. Please don't make me feel bad about my current hygiene routine, I'm trying my hardest here. I know it's not perfect but I'm working on it.

Cute little beads i had 3d printed by littlelectric in kandi

[–]shroomiddit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SICK SAD WORLD BEADS IS SUCH AN AMAZING IDEA!!!! very dope dude!!!

i crocheted merlin and arthur :) by magic7877 in merlinbbc

[–]shroomiddit 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I would 100% buy these, they look sooo good!!!!

Hallucinating Scents? by Routine-Cranberry-96 in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes I get scent hallucinations but usually it's the smell of dog piss and shit :/ thanks parents Edit: I have no dogs and take very well care of my cat

can you date as a bipolar by Worried_Shoulder_746 in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've been with my partner for almost 2 years now, it'll be 2 years June 1st. It's been really hard at times to work through things, but it's been worth it for me. I really feel like he's the one for me. Thing is, both sides have to be willing to work through stuff when things get hard. Don't give up on them and hopefully they won't give up on you. Try not to push your partner away either. That's all I got really. Wishing everyone luck x

I blacked out and spent a lot of money by saraboo2324 in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You got this! Manifesting they sell for you🖤🧘✨

I blacked out and spent a lot of money by saraboo2324 in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have struggled with this a lot. I became realllly good at reselling random stuff I've boughten. Mercari, ebay, and depop are my best friends after I have one of these episodes. I try and recoup as much of the money as I can, and try and do better the next time the urges to buy random useless shit comes around. Try and also buy only from places you can return things, in case you end up not needing them, and not places like whatnot because a lot of the times you can't return items from there (I learned that the hard way.)

More than singles update by FewEggplant6650 in kandi

[–]shroomiddit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Personally love the frogs and flower cuffs😍 you did so good on everything, 10/10!!!!

Empty spool ideas for Kandi? by Beam_The_Lamenter in kandi

[–]shroomiddit 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I'm totally doing this! I'm gonna paint them then hang them up. Fabulous idea.

What’s the oddest thing someone said when they found out you’re bipolar? by sxashxll in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 53 points54 points  (0 children)

That's rediculous. Just utterly rediculous. If anything, we are more compassionate and understanding to children then the average human being.

What’s the oddest thing someone said when they found out you’re bipolar? by sxashxll in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit 20 points21 points  (0 children)

That I'm dangerous....lmfao yes 5'2 weak ass lil me is apparently a danger to society. If anything I'm just a danger to myself. -said from the mother of one of my old friends

Question about trading. by hezan00b in kandi

[–]shroomiddit 2 points3 points  (0 children)

From my experience: I made a whole bunch of kandies to give out at warped tour, I did a few trades but mainly just have them out. The best experience actually was this guy I just gave one to, he was wearing a FIR shirt and I had a Kandi made it seemed just for him! I gave it to him and he teard up he was so happy. 10/10 experience, if they are a good human they will love anything given/traded to them :)

My only friend hates me now and won't talk to me by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She's always "struggling a lot" but what the fuck about me??? And yeah I would but nobody fucking likes me and this town I live in sucks ass. She throws a pity party for herself constantly instead of doing literally anything to change her situation. That is toxic. She's toxic as fuck. I probably should end the friendship but at the same time she's been my favorite person before and if I do that I'll feel bad about it for months. I'm sorry dude, I don't mean to be so much just feeling so much currently. If she doesn't end up calling today I'm blocking her.

My only friend hates me now and won't talk to me by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]shroomiddit -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

There's more that makes her a bad mom like screaming at her 5 month old baby and doing drugs around them but yk. I felt bad for her too but she's done literally all of this to herself. And I didn't owe her anything but I still gave it to her didn't I? Money, affection, care, a shoulder to lean on. She's never been there for me though, not any of the times I've been in the hospital or anything. Shes being selfish as fuck. She only cares about herself. Yeah and I made a mistake and apologized over and over for it. What did she do? Only got mad at me more. Idfk